The return of the killer weekends.

May 16, 2005 17:19

You ever have the feelng where you could count on something happening, but you ignored it, hoping that optimism will make ur insecureness leave without a scratch? How about that was 75% of my weekend.

I was following TJ in my Tiburon, doing aboot 55 (the speed limit pessimists.) I looked over to my mirrors and looked back up and TJ had slammed on his brakes. I went to hit mine, with no reaction. There was nothing. Zero. No slowing down. I down shifted and tried to go into the grass and around, but I hit a bump and my cra went flying into a tree. Apparently trees can't move oot of the way, and my poor Tiburon was smashed like a tin can. I hit the steering whell with my chest, and I could not breathe. I went 20 seconds without a breat, till my lungs finally opened up, and the sweet air rose into my lungs. Adrienne (TJ's cousin who was riding with me, jumped out of the car, while I sat there, shocked. i didn't wanna move in case I had hurt my neck, but I heard someone saying that the car was going to catch on fire,so I mustered up all the strength I had and climbed oot of the car, cursing all the way. I have no idea how, but by some miracle , I survived. The night is far from over.

I went to the ER, on the stretcher and neck holding thingy, the whole nine yards. While I'm there, I find oot that I'm allergic to Cat Scan Dye, the hard way. I began to sneeze, in conjunction with my horrible chest pain, this wasn't good. There was also a gang firefight RIGHT OUTSIDE THE HOSPITAL . It was crazy killer shit.

I was kept overnight, discharged the next day. I found out I have a huge bruise underneath my sternum. It had a bit of bleeding, so they had to monitor me. My car is gone. Just completely caput. My airbags deployed, and with my seatblets, they were enough to save my life. I was told I'm lucky to be alive.

I come home to some more bad news, then more. I have no idea how I'm going to get out of this gutter mood. Work is going to get worse. I can just feel it.

I am gettign promoted June 1st, if they'll let me now that I have a profile. I also received an Army Achievement Medal for some high-speed training that i excelled at.

Memorial day weekend....go down to FL? or spend time in Jersey with Tj and Missa? Need answers.

I love you all, wear your seat belts.
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