Grades, and some thoughts about my life in general.
Well, looks like my grades have been posted... Nothing's really deviated from previous semesters - I still have my 4.0. It seemed like it might be a little uncertain at one point, but, it looks pretty official now. I guess that I've done well again - I'm a little bit proud, but, with every semester that I continue to keep a 4.0, the worse it will be to lose it. "The higher you walk, the farther you fall", after all.
My relationship (if you can even call it that anymore) seems to be pursuing its final stupidity. My moods have been changing rather rapidly as of late, which is something that tends to happen when I'm stressed out. Seems that stress seems to make me cycle more rapidly - every time I drop back down, it seems that I fall even lower. I guess that fact has gotten me a little nervous, so I've been talking more frequently to friends online than I used to. I apologize if it's bothering anyone, but... It has been helping me feel somewhat less sad, if that's any consolation... I doubt it is, but, that could be my current lack of self worth talking. I've been on what seems to be a fairly steady decline now for some time - I'm now at the point where I want to shut myself off from the outside world. It's only the fact that a few people have been rather patient with my late night rantings that I most likely am still lurking about online right now, as well as still making an effort to be somewhat sociable.
I'm hoping that things will start to look up again. I guess, for the time being, I'll continue to try to sort things out, and hope that I can just continue to manage.
My relationship (if you can even call it that anymore) seems to be pursuing its final stupidity. My moods have been changing rather rapidly as of late, which is something that tends to happen when I'm stressed out. Seems that stress seems to make me cycle more rapidly - every time I drop back down, it seems that I fall even lower. I guess that fact has gotten me a little nervous, so I've been talking more frequently to friends online than I used to. I apologize if it's bothering anyone, but... It has been helping me feel somewhat less sad, if that's any consolation... I doubt it is, but, that could be my current lack of self worth talking. I've been on what seems to be a fairly steady decline now for some time - I'm now at the point where I want to shut myself off from the outside world. It's only the fact that a few people have been rather patient with my late night rantings that I most likely am still lurking about online right now, as well as still making an effort to be somewhat sociable.
I'm hoping that things will start to look up again. I guess, for the time being, I'll continue to try to sort things out, and hope that I can just continue to manage.