May 01, 2004 23:43
:::::EDIT:::::: new colors, cuz I got tired of my old ones.
the world is the world. and let's leave it at that.
I have no clue what I'm doing tomorrow...
I feel like I am expected to do things, so therefore, I do them... and it annoys the fuck out of me. I want my control of myself back.
I need to get out more... to have better friends... that is what I need.. now, to actually get there....
I feel... odd... as though everything could be different, if only I made it that way... but wahtever. I'm a lazy person....