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There is something odd about facebook.
It helps you touch base with people you lost contact with a long time ago.
Just over a week ago I was able to do this with someone I went to youth group with.
Today I got a phone call telling me that he died last night.
I'm not really sure how I should react to something like this.
At least beyond saying, 'well, that sucks.'
This whole week has been a rough one.
My grandfather died and January and when I think about it too much I start to get teary. I miss him so much. It hurts to think of going to just Nana's not Nana and Pepe's.
This is different. It doesn't feel like my stomach was just ripped out.
This is even different then last week when I heard that my cousin was in the hospital because she tried to kill her self.
I'm sorry it happened, I'm sad about it, but I'm still functioning.
I don't know if thats good or bad.
Am I getting better at dealing with things or am I just numb?
I don't know.
It helps you touch base with people you lost contact with a long time ago.
Just over a week ago I was able to do this with someone I went to youth group with.
Today I got a phone call telling me that he died last night.
I'm not really sure how I should react to something like this.
At least beyond saying, 'well, that sucks.'
This whole week has been a rough one.
My grandfather died and January and when I think about it too much I start to get teary. I miss him so much. It hurts to think of going to just Nana's not Nana and Pepe's.
This is different. It doesn't feel like my stomach was just ripped out.
This is even different then last week when I heard that my cousin was in the hospital because she tried to kill her self.
I'm sorry it happened, I'm sad about it, but I'm still functioning.
I don't know if thats good or bad.
Am I getting better at dealing with things or am I just numb?
I don't know.