i miss my love

[dragongirl69]

    I still love you in all ways possible zach.  All that is on my mind is you all the time.  Its strange but i have been having dreams that i can't tell which ones are real and which ones are fake.  They are like memory flash backs.  I fell asleep in home ec.  and i dreamed i was back in germany in your arms and i woke up to a crash of a plate.  I was so dissapointed. Zach i still think of you as my boyfriend though we are seperated.  All of your pictures are in my wallet and homecoming picture is on my night stand.  You are the best guy i have met in my entire life. you are not like all the others.  You know what a girl wants and needs  and how to go about it.  Your the sweetest, always thinking bout others b 4 yourself.  You care for the ones you love and never forget about them.  it takes two to kiss and they were the best in my life and your arms omg your arms.... could make you feel as if your are safe from everything in the world and they were so warm.  I have those two shirts with me and your sweater still smells like you.  i miss being with you , even just holding your hand which lets me know your there for me.  i would sacrifice everything just to see you one more time, to feel your touch and all.  i miss you baby
    I have done nothing with scott that is the absolute truth.  I am trying to get away from him, i've even told him that i didn't like him but he still  holds on. god that guy is a freak. 
    My nails are growing out.  I haven't biten them for like three weeks and you who know me  know that is pretty long time for me.  This is going to sound weird but here i have a veil like thing hanging over my bed.  Its really cool.  I have ensense burning a lot too.  Hey its beeter than smelling my step dads cigs.
    I am taking drivers ed hopefully by the end of june next year i will have my liscense.  till then i'll get my permit.
I miss you zach.  I miss you very much.