i never expected to see a hot guy.
well ill tell you the first thing that comes to mind. and it has absolutly nothing to do with my title. HA. jeeze, im feeling a little sarcastic today. i already forgot what i was going to tell you cause my mind moved on from it already. amazing huh? not really. this website is confusing. i guess im still a newb on here. like is the only way to veiw someone else's profile is to do that little search thing in the top right and look for interests? and how do you make friends on here? and where are comments left? do you see them on your profile or what? you see now, livejournal is more confusing than it seems.
well, i did meet a hot guy today, so the title wasn't all in vain. he's a friend of KP, his name is T. lol. well, it's not really T, thats just the first letter of his name. but the funny thing is, im not into guys yet. no, i don't think they have cooties or anything, i just dont LIKE LIKE them yet. i must get it from my mom, she said she didn't get into guys until she was sixteen. is that lame? like in books and movies and even in REAL life, people are already hooking up and two of my friends and already been kissed! and i haven't liked anyone since third grade. is there something wrong with me?
what else did i want to say? the thing is, i can never type fast enough. like right now, since im writing bout it my mind is actually focased(sp?) on what im typing. but this is just when im concentrating on it, when i notice it. you don't know what im talking about huh? well, my mind tends to race, im a fast thinker, exept in tight situations, where my mind goes so fast it seems that everything comes out in a tumble. like i haven't much expirence with fighting, even vrebal fights, since im so quiet i kind of cant start an arugement(sp?) but..where was i? oh yes. so when im trying to think of something witty to say back to whoever im fighting with, i never can. maybe i just need more expirence with fighting. this is the whole thing i was talking about in the beginning of the paragraph. my mind goes ahead of what im typing and i start thinking about what i should talk about in my next sentance. but then i remember something else, and i absolutly HAVE TO tell you it before i tell you the previous thing. than before i know it, it spirls into something totally unrealated and i forget what i wanted to say in the first place. its really annoying.
you know what? im going to say it. im going to say it in this paragraph and im not going to be scared that someone i know will just happen to glance at this perticular(sp?) page at this perticular(sp?) paragraph and tell the whole school. i love anime. i really do. and my favorite anime is Tsubasa Chronicles. THERE. and before that, i used to be just as obsessed with the cartoon Teen Titans before it cancelled. i cant stop thinking about TRC (tsubasa resivour(sp?) Chronicles.) i cant wait for the third season.
on the last note from my last paragraph, oh god, i stopped to listen to music for 20 seconds, and i totally forget what i was going to say. UUUHHMMMM...lame huh? *sigh* OH i remember know. you see, im so reserved and so slefconsious(sp?) of myself and what other ppl around me think, i dont tell anyone anything about myself, and if the conversation turns about me somehow, i make something up. a white lie. i dont mean like make up a huge exaggerated fake story of something, just like, something like, "you had a best friend that was a guy? whats his name? where does he live?" this is an example of what happened in real life, where i was brave enough to mention my online best ex friend, J to some of my friends. so i made up that i didnt remember his name so they wouldn't try and i had to tell the whole embarresing(sp?) story to them. who would understand an online realtionship(sp?) (strictly friends to all those who are hoping.) so what i mean about the anime thing is that i dont have anyone to share my...obsessivness...of anime, especially TRC. it's lonely. cause i want someone to talk with, who equally loves TRC and anime in genreal(sp?) and that we could just chat about it, talk about characters, dream up the third season, and maybe rate AMV's or something, even though thats a little bit far fetched.
so, last thing, (even though im not gareenteing(sp?) anything.) school news. the upper grades are now on lockdown. its like jail. all because of JASON. thats right, JASON you heard me. i said his name, only cause i forget his last name i was afraid you might mix him up with J, the online ex best friend. what jason did was that he threw a rock at the lunch lady and now we have to be escorted by our teachers to snank and lucnch. he has been shunned to the all girls table. (the chatty, dumb ones, who i like to call pigeons, dont frown, we all have them.) you know what? i dont feel sympathic or sorry for him, like i usually would, im acutally PISSED and my anger lasts only about a day at the longest. yup, so we're on a lockdown basically. to think i was hoping i could leave this school with my head help high. what a hopeless dream that was. that bird in my last post died a WHILE ago, i think it lasted a little less than i week in JB care. but that was actually really long, considering it had been in JB's care, and he fed it chicken.
well, i did meet a hot guy today, so the title wasn't all in vain. he's a friend of KP, his name is T. lol. well, it's not really T, thats just the first letter of his name. but the funny thing is, im not into guys yet. no, i don't think they have cooties or anything, i just dont LIKE LIKE them yet. i must get it from my mom, she said she didn't get into guys until she was sixteen. is that lame? like in books and movies and even in REAL life, people are already hooking up and two of my friends and already been kissed! and i haven't liked anyone since third grade. is there something wrong with me?
what else did i want to say? the thing is, i can never type fast enough. like right now, since im writing bout it my mind is actually focased(sp?) on what im typing. but this is just when im concentrating on it, when i notice it. you don't know what im talking about huh? well, my mind tends to race, im a fast thinker, exept in tight situations, where my mind goes so fast it seems that everything comes out in a tumble. like i haven't much expirence with fighting, even vrebal fights, since im so quiet i kind of cant start an arugement(sp?) but..where was i? oh yes. so when im trying to think of something witty to say back to whoever im fighting with, i never can. maybe i just need more expirence with fighting. this is the whole thing i was talking about in the beginning of the paragraph. my mind goes ahead of what im typing and i start thinking about what i should talk about in my next sentance. but then i remember something else, and i absolutly HAVE TO tell you it before i tell you the previous thing. than before i know it, it spirls into something totally unrealated and i forget what i wanted to say in the first place. its really annoying.
you know what? im going to say it. im going to say it in this paragraph and im not going to be scared that someone i know will just happen to glance at this perticular(sp?) page at this perticular(sp?) paragraph and tell the whole school. i love anime. i really do. and my favorite anime is Tsubasa Chronicles. THERE. and before that, i used to be just as obsessed with the cartoon Teen Titans before it cancelled. i cant stop thinking about TRC (tsubasa resivour(sp?) Chronicles.) i cant wait for the third season.
on the last note from my last paragraph, oh god, i stopped to listen to music for 20 seconds, and i totally forget what i was going to say. UUUHHMMMM...lame huh? *sigh* OH i remember know. you see, im so reserved and so slefconsious(sp?) of myself and what other ppl around me think, i dont tell anyone anything about myself, and if the conversation turns about me somehow, i make something up. a white lie. i dont mean like make up a huge exaggerated fake story of something, just like, something like, "you had a best friend that was a guy? whats his name? where does he live?" this is an example of what happened in real life, where i was brave enough to mention my online best ex friend, J to some of my friends. so i made up that i didnt remember his name so they wouldn't try and i had to tell the whole embarresing(sp?) story to them. who would understand an online realtionship(sp?) (strictly friends to all those who are hoping.) so what i mean about the anime thing is that i dont have anyone to share my...obsessivness...of anime, especially TRC. it's lonely. cause i want someone to talk with, who equally loves TRC and anime in genreal(sp?) and that we could just chat about it, talk about characters, dream up the third season, and maybe rate AMV's or something, even though thats a little bit far fetched.
so, last thing, (even though im not gareenteing(sp?) anything.) school news. the upper grades are now on lockdown. its like jail. all because of JASON. thats right, JASON you heard me. i said his name, only cause i forget his last name i was afraid you might mix him up with J, the online ex best friend. what jason did was that he threw a rock at the lunch lady and now we have to be escorted by our teachers to snank and lucnch. he has been shunned to the all girls table. (the chatty, dumb ones, who i like to call pigeons, dont frown, we all have them.) you know what? i dont feel sympathic or sorry for him, like i usually would, im acutally PISSED and my anger lasts only about a day at the longest. yup, so we're on a lockdown basically. to think i was hoping i could leave this school with my head help high. what a hopeless dream that was. that bird in my last post died a WHILE ago, i think it lasted a little less than i week in JB care. but that was actually really long, considering it had been in JB's care, and he fed it chicken.