Nov 28, 2005 13:31
The house is a mess again and I never did get my room in order. I can't seem to keep it all in order. I focus on one area of my life and the others fall apart. I got the house cleaned and decorated for christmas, with help, and I turn my back to take care of other things and it somehow exploded into a huge wreck. A friend of mine went off the ravine near my house. It wasn't the deepest one but it was deep enough. Note to anyone coming to visit DO NOT SPEED AROUND THOSE HAIRPIN CURVES!!!!! She was ok and luckily we had a house full of strong men who went with me, mer, and channie to get her and they managed to find a dirt road in the woods and got her car back to my house. No way wed have gotten it back up the ravine. Anyway her gas tank is busted bad so we parked it away from my house....just in case. Cosmetics are crappy now but other than the gas tank being punctured it is fixable. So that made for an interesting night last night. And now the news that has got me all shook up. Believe it or not I found out something today that has shaken me to my core and I am terrified. The doctor thinks Israel has developmental problems. He is way below normal weight and size and the doctor said if he stays on this path the tallest he will be will be 4ft and that may be pushing it. So I have to wait six months to see if it corrects itself and if not then he has to go to a specialist and begin developmental therapy in may. You know I have kidded alot about having an amazon daughter and a shrimp son but I never took into consideration that he may end up a midget. Never crossed my mind. For those of you who are thinking that it is no big deal, it is not just the size thing. Id love my son if he were 2ft tall of 10 ft tall. When "little people" have developmental problems they are plagued their whole lives with numerous health problems. Their life expectancy is alot shorter than people who develope normally. Alot of them die young. So like I said I am shaken and Ive actually started praying again b/c I don't know how to fix this...I can't fix it. So Im praying to someone who can....All I can do is hope it fixes itself and he starts growing like he should.