Well Considering...

[dragonflytears]

Alot of stuff going on. Me, Tony and Mer completed our aacting class today with Lisa Pontaine and let me tell you, the woman is awesome. She is a bigtime Hollywood Casting Director and coach and we are now on good enough terms that we exchanged emails. She is soo cool and down to earth!!! She was really impressed with all of us and said she knows she will see us in Hollywood someday. OMG!!!! That is something!!! I mean this woman has trained some of the big dogs and hangs out with them on a daily basis. WOW!! I am still in shock. They filmed our performances and Dorothy is going to make us copies and is sending Lisa a copy in Hollywood. This July we have to go to this convention and perform before a panel of agents and judges. Let me tell you, by then I plan on being smaller and having what it takes to move forward with this thing. I was offered a job as a female boxer but the set is in Thailand so that was a no go but I got several offers already, one for full figure modeling, although he says he presents it for commercials as well and an offer to be in a feature short film that I have responded to and am waiting to hear back from.
Then there is the thing I have been putting on a backburner...my grandaddy. I am dreading the Virgina trip b/c my mom was already being hateful on the phone and I can see now that she plans on taking all her frustrations out on me. God help me but I am in for a long rough ride. Sometimes I think deep down that she hates me. I mean one can't help but wonder. She is acting now like she don't want me there. I don't know, I am really confused. Anyway I am going to jump off. I hope all is well with everyone else. I honestly am not sure from one moment to the next if it is with me or not.