Tired of all the pessimists....
I am soooo sick of all the pessimistic, narrowminded, opinionated people. Really sick of it. If I hear one more negative based comment about how this acting thing isn't going to go anywhere big I am going to come out clawing. How dare you tell me that I won't go anywhere with this? How dare you try to rain on my parade? Do you not understand that when I put my mind to something I MOVE MOUNTAINS!!!!! No obstacle is too big and I will not let anyone stand in my way. PERIOD. Im am going for it with all I have and if you do not have anything positive to say about it then DO NOT say anything at all about it. I have my goals and my dreams laid out in my mind and Im going toward them full force. Support me or get out of my way. That starts with mom and goes down. Im am so sick of people thinking they are so much better than me or acting like they know everything. Get over it. True wisdom begins with first acknowledging your ignorance. And for all you people who think you know me. YOU DON'T!!! You haven't got me figured out. Cold hearted bitch? No I am really not. Do I portray myself as such? Sometimes. Why? Because Im sick of being walked all over and I am sooo fucking sick of people telling me I am self centered. To an extent I am, I will admit that but in all honestly I give just as much as I take. I am always helping someone in one way or another and no I m not trying to get glory I just want some fucking respect every now and then. All this bad attitude and this is my opinion therefore it is law attitude is seriously rubbing me the wrong way. So you have your opinion. Fine whatever, its a free country, but I have mine too and if we can't agree than we can just agree to disagree. And this I have something negative to say about everyone and everything is rubbing me the wrong way too. There are no buts, there are no ifs, there are no maybes, there are no exceptions. There is either do or don't. Dwelling on the pessimistic, "realistic" point of view is another way of focusing on the negative. I stand behind this theory: If you expect bad things to happen and negative results then guess what, you won't be disappointed b/c they will happen. Negative energy brings about negative events and no Im not a wiccan. Whether you think that you can or that you won't you are usually right. And for all of you out there that have a negative opinion about everything...stay away from me b/c I refuse to deal with your negativity. And if you choose to push your negativity on me, look out b/c I will respond with attitude of my own. I m am so sick of hearing things like this: such and such is a..........fill in the blank. This thing or that person sucks. I hate.... or I don't like.... or you aren't going to get any results anytime soon. Or telling me that I have ulterior motives for persueing an acting career. You know what it doesn't matter when you develop a dream or desire to do something so long as you put your heart into it. It doesn't matter if you have had the dream since you were a kid or just recently. A dream is a dream. Yes this dream may have been developed recently but at least I can say that in this development I have acted on it. Im not sitting around and blaming other people for my dream not happening, I refuse to let negative people deter me, and I refuse to let obstacles stand in my way. Whether I succeed or fail it will be of my doing. So my mom don't support me. So what, when has she ever supported me? I'm not relying on her or anyone for that matter to help me acheive my goals. It is within each of us to bring about what we desire but whether or not we choose to act on it is our choice. Im acting on mine. Period. Im not going into acting for the money. So far me and timoth have forked out 900 dollars on this acting thing and Im not including gas or time put into it. In return I have made about 400 dollars if that. So that definitely says something. That there isn't really a pay off. Have I had attitude today? Yes I have but Im sick of people up in my face, up in my business, with their know it all opinions and bad attitudes. Im human and a short tempered one at that. Im trying but I seem to be met with opposition everywhere I turn. Someone always has to have some negative remark to something I say or do and Im sick of it. I don't care who you are or what you think you know but this I have to throw my opinion at you everytime I turn around attitude is not gonna fly. Back off or I will back you off...period. If I want your negative remarks I will ask for your advice otherwise....shut up!! And stomping around and slamming doors will not sway me, it only serves to piss me off more. And this whole, I refuse to go to such and such or do such and such crap needs to stop. You are your own person, do what you will or don't do whatever. I could care less. I am following my path and if it takes a different direction than your then goodluck, wish you well, and hope things go good for you. Now that I have vented and went off about a majority of the things on my chest, I don't really feel better but hey its a start.