Kinda bummed out....
Well We all got our movie checks and it is Sunday today so we can't spend them. I thought for sure pee-wee would cash it but he thought it was fake. I wanted so bad to go get some clothes from hot topic or the avenue since Ive lost more weight. Timoth told me that after I put on the weight my butt was saggy and wrinkled and now its nice and firm. Thanks alot dear....he has less tact than me anyway. In his way I guess that was a compliment. Then he told me its pointless to buy a pair of 80 dollar leather pants that I will not be able to wear long b/c of losing weight. I know he is right but I am so tired of wearing the same 4-5 outfits over and over. I used to not care about how I looked but I see people in all these awesome clothes that Id love to have and now I can wear them and I want to look good too. I don't know. I guess I'll just suck it up and wait some more. Patience has never been my strong suit but I guess nows as good a time as any to work on that too. I m just tired of feeling fat and ugly man. I used to make fun of the barbies but now I wanna be barbie too!!!! I know that sounds petty and whiny and I really don't want to be barbie but I want to look good and have good clothes too. Oh well, one day at a time and another 3 oz of plain tuna and a bananna and Ill get closer to being there.
Me and Timoth were supposed to go out tonight and now we can't due to lack of funds. And the sad thing is we got 2 checks and no way to cash em in. He said we will go watch Domino tomorrow and go out to eat but tomorrow I have to go to school from 7-10. I go during the day till 11, and after I have to take tony and mer to cash their checks and spend their money so there will be no time. I explained this to timoth but he kinda blew it off saying there will be time. I got him 2 games for his anniversary present and it basically boils down to he wants to play them. Typical timoth. Oh well.
Tony says he is going to run his supernatural game tonight so maybe that will lighten the mood.
Me and Timoth were supposed to go out tonight and now we can't due to lack of funds. And the sad thing is we got 2 checks and no way to cash em in. He said we will go watch Domino tomorrow and go out to eat but tomorrow I have to go to school from 7-10. I go during the day till 11, and after I have to take tony and mer to cash their checks and spend their money so there will be no time. I explained this to timoth but he kinda blew it off saying there will be time. I got him 2 games for his anniversary present and it basically boils down to he wants to play them. Typical timoth. Oh well.
Tony says he is going to run his supernatural game tonight so maybe that will lighten the mood.