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so i feel as though i have been kicked in the stomach, if what i heard is true, then i didn't get the job. i am tired and sick of waiting for something that i don't think is going to happen. why can't someone just say, sorry honey, you are never going to get it. don\t bother trying to do your best or take on responsibilities that aren't yours, don\t bother hoping and waiting for things to get better. they aren\t going to , so just deal with it. i feel like i have been lied to and used. i really don\t get the point