Jan 17, 2006 17:40
This is my second post today...but whatever.
Just another thing.
Really, lara.
Sometimes I feel you don't like me that much, or that I bug you.
It's just...
I dunno. O.o
Just small things I guess. You usualy don't seem very happy around me, or wanting to talk to me or come up to me, and when you're with other people, you're always more...involved or something.
Guess it sounds whiny. Bleh. Or...you don't take me seriously. Think of me as a friend?
I dunno. I mean. Don't talk to me just to be nice, ya know. If you don't really care, don't bother.
I don't know.
Erm. Maybe I should just leave you alone. I don't like brining this up, because it sounds as if I'm putting on a pity-act. But, you do seem to have a lot of friends, and...yeah. I'm not really needed. But, I do care about you and stuff. Ya know. =/ I like hearing your sensitive side and stuff. Stuff. Bleh. Well, I do.
Annnd...sometimes when I'm telling you things that may upset me, you laugh. I really don't like that either. Annnd...ya know...yeah. I'm afraid it might come off that I'm using you. And that does hurt.
-sigh-...I don't even make sense right now.