My horoscope for today - wow
CapricornIt is time to implement the plans you have fostered as a result of your internal processes over the past couple of days, dear Capricorn. Hop into the driver's seat and take control. As you do this, however, you may need to put up a bit of a mental barrier. People might be a bit abrasive, and your sensitive nature is quite susceptible to harsh comments. Take things with a grain of salt, and remember that if people criticize you, it is because they love you.
I disagree with the last part. I do not think that love and criticism go hand in hand. Maybe it's because it seems that so many people around me criticize every little thing I do. But if I did the same, they would be constantly pissed at me. Life is difficult enough without your loved ones always pointing out your flaws. A therapist told my first ex husband that. But it seems that most poeple do it all the time either because they really think they have the right or because they can't deal with their own flaws so they constantly point out everyone elses. And although I desparately miss affection and physical contact, if that type of behavior is what I have to continue to tolerate just to be with someone, anyone. than I think I'd rather be alone because I criticize myself enough as it is, I don't need some other mother fucker to do it, too.
Side note: I started to take my meds again...now I just need some V to make me comfortably numb.