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I will never ever ask anyone for a fucking favor again. Even if it's for my child. Never. I am so sick of undependable people. I don't need anyone. Fuck them all. Fuck the world. -
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i am awake...again.... Damnit. I slept for 1.5 hours, Chloe woke me up not feeling well. Not her fault. Then the cats began to fight. An hour later I'm still awake. don't think the meds are working anymore. -
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I realized today that I am my most sad on the drive home. I don't know why that is, but that's when I usually cry. Although, I haven't cried much lately. But for some reason, I always feel empty inside on the way home. Just like when I grocery shop alone...on a Saturday night. I know I am not so young anymore to party all weekend, but, I can' ( Read more... ) -
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Since Tuesday, I felt better than ever about moving back to DP. I took Chloe' to DPJH band signup...man, did I feel like I went through a time warp walking into the band hall. And to top it off, one of my friends from school was there with her son. But Alice, Erin, Michelle and Chelsea were there and so was Natalie and her mom. They were all so ( Read more... ) -
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
It sucks that I don't have a job.
It irritates me that I have to move.
But CBS cancelling my favorite show totally fucking pisses me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where am I gonna get my weekly Anthony La Paglia fix??
Without a Trace: CBS Cancels FBI Show, No Season Eight
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Be Yourself...
Someone finds salvation in everyone
And another only pain
Someone tries to hide herself
Down inside herself she prays
Someone swears her true love
Until the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united?
Healthy or insane?
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I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
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Thinking, thinking, thinking...
I took Chloe to her first dance this evening. She looked beautiful. Prettiest girl at the dance I would say. She was so excited. And from the looks of her when I picked her up, she partied. Her hair had fallen and she was barefoot. Those are good signs, lol.
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Writer's Block: Dream On
Yes I have recurring dreams and they are both good dreams and nightmares.
The first recurring nightmare I had began when I was very young, around age 4. It was a feeling of being tortured in a way and my parents doing nothing to stop it. WEIRD because I was not abused...maybe a little emotionally neglected, but not abused.
Another recurring ( Read more... )