I love you because your deuces are wild...
Most intimate moment ever? Beautiful though... a shower. Together. Never thought I'd let someone else do that, but there was something very vulnerable and trusting in being with someone else in a moment you normally only have to yourself. It was oddly beautiful though - I could never properly explain it though. It's nothing more than a sequence of images, and feelings trailed together into a memory.
He's been so gentle, so loving, a bit jealous maybe... but I still find it fascinating. No one has ever behaved as though I was some coveted prize before. Not really. He's not beaved ill - don't think that - he just seems worried that he has more invested in me than I in him. He's got nothing to worry about though.
I came home early - felt bad, felt dizzy and sick. So sleepy I couldn't stand. So I took my point and kissed my stupid attendance award goodbye. I didn't care. It's a day off without pay or an extra day of pay ... my time is worth more, but it's still a retarded exchange, I think. You should get paid either way.
Cody called and we talked for a while - as the best friends we've become. He was tired, I told him the things I can tell no one else. I'm late... only a couple of weeks really. When do you start to worry? Maybe around now. Probably normal. Still... I love him. Wouldn't be so bad. We'll see how it goes. Life is waiting for me.
I need sleep - turned on Mirrormask... don't know when my Pat will be home. I'll see. Can't wait for my hug, my kiss, my "I love you" when he gets home. He's half my everything.
He's been so gentle, so loving, a bit jealous maybe... but I still find it fascinating. No one has ever behaved as though I was some coveted prize before. Not really. He's not beaved ill - don't think that - he just seems worried that he has more invested in me than I in him. He's got nothing to worry about though.
I came home early - felt bad, felt dizzy and sick. So sleepy I couldn't stand. So I took my point and kissed my stupid attendance award goodbye. I didn't care. It's a day off without pay or an extra day of pay ... my time is worth more, but it's still a retarded exchange, I think. You should get paid either way.
Cody called and we talked for a while - as the best friends we've become. He was tired, I told him the things I can tell no one else. I'm late... only a couple of weeks really. When do you start to worry? Maybe around now. Probably normal. Still... I love him. Wouldn't be so bad. We'll see how it goes. Life is waiting for me.
I need sleep - turned on Mirrormask... don't know when my Pat will be home. I'll see. Can't wait for my hug, my kiss, my "I love you" when he gets home. He's half my everything.