i hate feeling alone

[dragonfly7]

i hate weekends
i hate being by myself
i hate not being loved
i hate crying
i hate missing him when he hurt me so bad
i hate when my head hurts
i hate falling for someone who does not like you back
i hate being cold
i hate the winters it brings so much coldness
i hate not being able to sleep at night
i hate remembering
i hate that i can't go to college
i hate that i am not in college
i hate that i can't fly
i hate that life brings sadness whenever i am happy
i hate that i can't stop having feelings for him and i will never get ride of them
i hate anyone in love and shows it off
i hate this black hole in my heart
i hate that even if i move far a way i will never forget him
i hate when i get this way
i hate that he moved on and does not even care anymore, i thought i meant more, but i guess not
i hate a lot of things i guess