Just a thought
I have been doing a lot of thinking today and it was all about what has been going thru my little head, moving out... Vegas next June... and my family... and my friends all I know is if I didn't have them in my life I would be a mess...Love
-Moving out its a big step for me yes I did live on my own well not completely I moved in with my boyfriend and I moved only 15 min. away from my family but now I want to move out into a studio apartment in I am guessing Down Town Denver a good 30-45 min. away from home well my dads home and I am going to live alone you see money not a problem I can easily pay rent its the being by my self that scars me I was going to waite until my cousin Parys graduated from high school this spring but I can't my mom is driving my crazy.
--My family well its mostly my mother we do have are moments but they just seem to be getting worse every time we have one of our moments this is one of the big reasons I have decided to move out this January.
---Vegas I can't waite for June to come I want to go so bad I just cant wate its all I can seem to think about wooot.
----My friends I am so glad I have them to get me thru this time the holidays have always been a hard time for my I have always wished for the picture perfect family around this time of year but it never happens that way I try to stay out of my mothers way but it seems no matter what I do its always not to her liking and she gets mad and we fight so I am so grateful to have my friends I don't know what I would do with out them I love them so very much.
-----Love no matter what I do I can't seem to get this of my mind I wish I could stop running from it and find what I have been missing that special someone that thing that happens to us when were in love the way he touches you the way he holds you the look in his eyes that tells you he'll never go away but he did and he hurt you and you can never get over it never when people tell you to just move on you can't and wonder how they can say something like that you wonder do they understand what your going thru or do they just say they do tell you what you want to hear so the subject can change but do they really know that I still love him and thats why I keep running because in my mind I'll always love him and no man can ever give me what he did "No one eals on earth could ever hurt me, break my heart the way you do but no one could love me like you." and does he know that every love song that I hear the momories of us come back.
~Dragonfly
-Moving out its a big step for me yes I did live on my own well not completely I moved in with my boyfriend and I moved only 15 min. away from my family but now I want to move out into a studio apartment in I am guessing Down Town Denver a good 30-45 min. away from home well my dads home and I am going to live alone you see money not a problem I can easily pay rent its the being by my self that scars me I was going to waite until my cousin Parys graduated from high school this spring but I can't my mom is driving my crazy.
--My family well its mostly my mother we do have are moments but they just seem to be getting worse every time we have one of our moments this is one of the big reasons I have decided to move out this January.
---Vegas I can't waite for June to come I want to go so bad I just cant wate its all I can seem to think about wooot.
----My friends I am so glad I have them to get me thru this time the holidays have always been a hard time for my I have always wished for the picture perfect family around this time of year but it never happens that way I try to stay out of my mothers way but it seems no matter what I do its always not to her liking and she gets mad and we fight so I am so grateful to have my friends I don't know what I would do with out them I love them so very much.
-----Love no matter what I do I can't seem to get this of my mind I wish I could stop running from it and find what I have been missing that special someone that thing that happens to us when were in love the way he touches you the way he holds you the look in his eyes that tells you he'll never go away but he did and he hurt you and you can never get over it never when people tell you to just move on you can't and wonder how they can say something like that you wonder do they understand what your going thru or do they just say they do tell you what you want to hear so the subject can change but do they really know that I still love him and thats why I keep running because in my mind I'll always love him and no man can ever give me what he did "No one eals on earth could ever hurt me, break my heart the way you do but no one could love me like you." and does he know that every love song that I hear the momories of us come back.
~Dragonfly