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i don't know how to write this entry. i was considoring just not writing at all. i don't want to talk about my life and how it contradicts the way i feel inside. i hang out wiht my friends but all i feel is pain. my hands are shaking. ic an't sleep at night. i don't want to sleep. I feels so lonely. so very laone. it hurts soo much, not that you'll ever get a hint. i don't feel like doing this. i'm so alone.