Spaztastic
I am feaking out..... I'm supposed to be going back to school this fall, but I'm not sure that I'm ready. I pulled out all my notes from AP 11 and 12 and started looking through it and I'm going to have to do a lot of studying just to get back to where I was mentally. And then there's the physical part...
I started taking some notes and I only managed to get through a page and a half before my hand started aching. How the hell am I going to write a 6 page essay in 40 minutes or less by September if I can't even manage to two whole pages of short hand right now? And then there's all the notes I'm going to have to take. I'm going to be getting a laptop in August, but even then my hands start hurting after a while. I'm so screwed.
I also don't want to start a course and have to drop it later on, it'd be a waste of a scholarship. On the other hand I'm running out of time on this one since it expires at the end of spring semester. *sighs* what I wouldn't do for an endless supply of school funds..........Free schooling for all!!!! ^^
I started taking some notes and I only managed to get through a page and a half before my hand started aching. How the hell am I going to write a 6 page essay in 40 minutes or less by September if I can't even manage to two whole pages of short hand right now? And then there's all the notes I'm going to have to take. I'm going to be getting a laptop in August, but even then my hands start hurting after a while. I'm so screwed.
I also don't want to start a course and have to drop it later on, it'd be a waste of a scholarship. On the other hand I'm running out of time on this one since it expires at the end of spring semester. *sighs* what I wouldn't do for an endless supply of school funds..........Free schooling for all!!!! ^^