The different shades of me.
At my highschool graduation, in america, the valedictorian was a very good friend of mine, and her speech had a deep impact on me. She was the spitting image of an american girl. She was smart, but not extremely brilliant, she was pretty but nowhere near model looks, adn she was sweet and kind, yet vain and selfish. This may sound like she was a bad person, with all of those cons, but if she was, she surely would never haver been my friend. Her good sides weighed up her bad sides, and since everyone and everything has bad sides, it really is, all about looking at the good things in life.
Her speech, though, started of by a classic quote, by a brilliant famous woman, like most graduation speeches in highschool are. But then she started talking about a box of crayons. Most of the graduates just listened, and tried to understand, but after a short minute or two of explanation, she had made her point clear, and this will be something to remember; We are all like a box of crayons. We are all indidual shades. Some might be blue and some might be orange. And even our individual feelings are a whole box of colors. I can feel sad and tired, and perhaps even relaxed and glad, all at the same time. I can be box of crayons, with joy and love, and jalousy and misunderstandings. I hope ya'll know what i mean? I believe the world is like crayons too. So many colors, like a rainbow that goes on, and on forever. Some might be alike and some might be completly different, but we are all beautiful in our own ways..
Hehe.. Even my hair color is several different shades XD! I colored my hair really dark red and black-ish, and now, that its been a month or so, its turned brownish-red, and if you flip it to the side where i usually dont split it, its ORANGE! It looks reall awsome in all of those different colors..
I am considering if i am not a normal girl though. Sex and the city is running on one channel and starwars on the other, and i cant chose!!! These are the times i wish i had two TVs. But seriously. Not many girls are in the situation where cant choose between watching the ultimate girl TV show, and the ultimate nerd movie. Hehe. Sometimes i'd even rather stay home, blogging in my LJ and surfing around, than going out with my friends, to the coolest clubs and parties. But hey, thats just me. Im studying societies, sociology and psycology at school, while i work at McDonals in my sparetime, and play soccer. I like hanging out with my grandmother, and i have an addiction to sugar and cigarettes. I like drawing, singing and acting, math, geometry and algebra. I guess im just an individual. I guess im just like a box of crayons, with the most unique colors, in all shades.
Anyways. My weekend was pretty good. Friday i had to work, so i couldn't go to the grease dress-up party at school. After work i just stayed home and wathced TV. Saturday i went shopping and found the most PERFECT dress. Its a bit short though, or atleast i think so. Its white and got vails and sequins. Its really dreamy. I went with Kamillas, and we met up with a couple of our friends later, and even later one we met up with Martin, from work, and his girlfriend. God, she's horrible. She's so sweet and girlie, and her voice drives me crazy. Being that stupid, i couldn't do anything but feel sorry for her, and be super nice to her, and not try to start laughing to her face! It was fun seeing everybody though.
In the evening i went bowling and had this years first christmas beer, which is was released friday evening at 20.59 (8.59 PM, US time). But i didn't just drink one though. I got rather drunk. Well.. We all did. And Julie told me some things she shouldn't have said. I was feeling fine about me and Rune. We havn't broken up yet, but we will. Soon. Anyways, she was so drunk she just said a lot of shit, like him never really caring about me. That made me feel really used. And she also said something about Sheena (my best friend, who was there that evening too), being jalous, and that she was treating me like shit. I love Sheena's boyfriend though. He and I are completely different people, but we are really compatable as friends. We are totally on the same wave-lenght. Sunday i had to work too, but i got of early and Kasper gave me a ride home. He is the wierdest guy ever. I just can't classify him! He is such a hard worker, and he's acting like he's really ambitious, but when the rest of us are, he makes us sound stupid, and like were wasting our time. He thinks he's really smart and i really just think he's average. I would LOVE to psykoanalyse him. It would be really interesting, making him go through all the different steps. I think, he would have an authority problem and a severe case of narcissism, while haveing low selfasteem. Quite complicated. Anyways, the next couple of days, we are having a group project at school. Its fun, but tough. I better go to sleep, cos it a quarter to 12, and i have to get up at 6'o'clock in the morning to go to school. Might skip the first bus at take the next one in stead, so i'll be ten minutes late, but thats alright since, we are just having the group projects. Depends on how tired i am though, cos i totally fell a sleep on my bed when i got home today so im somewhat rested, and still... Im only halfway through starwars!
Night night!
Her speech, though, started of by a classic quote, by a brilliant famous woman, like most graduation speeches in highschool are. But then she started talking about a box of crayons. Most of the graduates just listened, and tried to understand, but after a short minute or two of explanation, she had made her point clear, and this will be something to remember; We are all like a box of crayons. We are all indidual shades. Some might be blue and some might be orange. And even our individual feelings are a whole box of colors. I can feel sad and tired, and perhaps even relaxed and glad, all at the same time. I can be box of crayons, with joy and love, and jalousy and misunderstandings. I hope ya'll know what i mean? I believe the world is like crayons too. So many colors, like a rainbow that goes on, and on forever. Some might be alike and some might be completly different, but we are all beautiful in our own ways..
Hehe.. Even my hair color is several different shades XD! I colored my hair really dark red and black-ish, and now, that its been a month or so, its turned brownish-red, and if you flip it to the side where i usually dont split it, its ORANGE! It looks reall awsome in all of those different colors..
I am considering if i am not a normal girl though. Sex and the city is running on one channel and starwars on the other, and i cant chose!!! These are the times i wish i had two TVs. But seriously. Not many girls are in the situation where cant choose between watching the ultimate girl TV show, and the ultimate nerd movie. Hehe. Sometimes i'd even rather stay home, blogging in my LJ and surfing around, than going out with my friends, to the coolest clubs and parties. But hey, thats just me. Im studying societies, sociology and psycology at school, while i work at McDonals in my sparetime, and play soccer. I like hanging out with my grandmother, and i have an addiction to sugar and cigarettes. I like drawing, singing and acting, math, geometry and algebra. I guess im just an individual. I guess im just like a box of crayons, with the most unique colors, in all shades.
Anyways. My weekend was pretty good. Friday i had to work, so i couldn't go to the grease dress-up party at school. After work i just stayed home and wathced TV. Saturday i went shopping and found the most PERFECT dress. Its a bit short though, or atleast i think so. Its white and got vails and sequins. Its really dreamy. I went with Kamillas, and we met up with a couple of our friends later, and even later one we met up with Martin, from work, and his girlfriend. God, she's horrible. She's so sweet and girlie, and her voice drives me crazy. Being that stupid, i couldn't do anything but feel sorry for her, and be super nice to her, and not try to start laughing to her face! It was fun seeing everybody though.
In the evening i went bowling and had this years first christmas beer, which is was released friday evening at 20.59 (8.59 PM, US time). But i didn't just drink one though. I got rather drunk. Well.. We all did. And Julie told me some things she shouldn't have said. I was feeling fine about me and Rune. We havn't broken up yet, but we will. Soon. Anyways, she was so drunk she just said a lot of shit, like him never really caring about me. That made me feel really used. And she also said something about Sheena (my best friend, who was there that evening too), being jalous, and that she was treating me like shit. I love Sheena's boyfriend though. He and I are completely different people, but we are really compatable as friends. We are totally on the same wave-lenght. Sunday i had to work too, but i got of early and Kasper gave me a ride home. He is the wierdest guy ever. I just can't classify him! He is such a hard worker, and he's acting like he's really ambitious, but when the rest of us are, he makes us sound stupid, and like were wasting our time. He thinks he's really smart and i really just think he's average. I would LOVE to psykoanalyse him. It would be really interesting, making him go through all the different steps. I think, he would have an authority problem and a severe case of narcissism, while haveing low selfasteem. Quite complicated. Anyways, the next couple of days, we are having a group project at school. Its fun, but tough. I better go to sleep, cos it a quarter to 12, and i have to get up at 6'o'clock in the morning to go to school. Might skip the first bus at take the next one in stead, so i'll be ten minutes late, but thats alright since, we are just having the group projects. Depends on how tired i am though, cos i totally fell a sleep on my bed when i got home today so im somewhat rested, and still... Im only halfway through starwars!
Night night!