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smacked. hard as ice. that hand. it finds me here.
i forget sometimes, to watch the time.
have you ever drifted for days,
without responsibility,
without connection,
without reason
and lost reality?
i've been sitting in a haze.
i'm not sure if i'm going up or down right now,
just that no one is around.
its such a quiet place,
faced with the ponderance
of what to do on a rainy day.
so i've got a job,
once again the demands of life
are catching up
and i'm moving onto something supposedly more responsible.
i just hope this time i don't break again
though there's something comforting
about the certainty that i will.
its like knowing you'll crash
simply makes crashing exciting
because you want to know
just hard you'll go down.
its the way things catch on the inside,
the funny clicking when i bend,
the twitch developed when it spikes without warning
and the irritation of not being able
to pick up the heavy things off the ground.
i became stronger than this.
so lets try again.
she's watching for error
and the gloom king,
well,
he's just alone.
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dragonfell angel - sometimes reality fails and the question comes to mind, is it all real, or is it just some foggy dream from the medication that dulls the pain of this place?
i forget sometimes, to watch the time.
have you ever drifted for days,
without responsibility,
without connection,
without reason
and lost reality?
i've been sitting in a haze.
i'm not sure if i'm going up or down right now,
just that no one is around.
its such a quiet place,
faced with the ponderance
of what to do on a rainy day.
so i've got a job,
once again the demands of life
are catching up
and i'm moving onto something supposedly more responsible.
i just hope this time i don't break again
though there's something comforting
about the certainty that i will.
its like knowing you'll crash
simply makes crashing exciting
because you want to know
just hard you'll go down.
its the way things catch on the inside,
the funny clicking when i bend,
the twitch developed when it spikes without warning
and the irritation of not being able
to pick up the heavy things off the ground.
i became stronger than this.
so lets try again.
she's watching for error
and the gloom king,
well,
he's just alone.
-
dragonfell angel - sometimes reality fails and the question comes to mind, is it all real, or is it just some foggy dream from the medication that dulls the pain of this place?