o well
well its official. she never liked me cause i tryed again calling her again and it ended up as a wrong number. so she gave me a fake number and she never even like me in the first place. and i really like that one girl because the way she way but i guess things never go my way ever. well thast how i c it as. to make things worse about a week ago my friend's cousin was in a car accident and didnt really make it so her funeral was on fri and i wasnt dealing with it too well come to think of it i still am. to make things worse i saw a pic of her and i think it was her last pic... ill post it or something later on but it really scaring the shit out of me. its got like crosses on her head and like an eye in the background to top it all off its got like people with like robes or something. so i didnt really get much sleep and i need to do something so ill type in this thingy. another thing is that my friend (james) is being all pissed off at me for a really fuckin stupid reason. cause im trying to have fun while he is pissed off cause everyone is trying to have a fun time. then i got a yelling cause i wasnt home for my lil sis 7th bday cause i havent been around any of her bdays and i mean i havent gone to any of her 7 bdays. when i got home i had to clean up my room before my mom wakes up cause she is being all pissy at me too. all this shit is happening to me cause things happen to me for a reason and these so called reasons better be for a really and i mean really good reason. cause all this is really pissing me off!?!? well i need to go do something maybe really break my kuncle or something.....