Here We Go Again......

[dragonfairy47]

Its funny how people can update more than once a day and i struggle to find some intresting topic every week. school is almost oyer, three more weeks. awsome. it seems so far away. then comes summer. Oh yeah Im moving to Ohio. thats right Ohio. nothing is in fucking ohio except, corn. Im pretty depressed. I have been stressing alot lately. it just seems like so much has happened in just a small amount of time. I dont want to spend my senior year with a bunch of strangers, and what about senior prom what am I gonna do? and what if they don't have the classes I want to take. at least I have until the end of summer i think. if its before the end of the summer im gonna kill somebody. i so better have the summer to say good bye. I dont know whats gonna happen with jorden and I. I dont want to break up and niether does he but im affraid that its not going to work because of the distance. 6 hour drive....its gonna suck.
I wish I could just not go, be like nope im not going to go. but I can't stay there is no where for me to go, though i have had alot of basement offers and one barn.Sydney said i could sleep with her llamas I was like maby not. I hate this I feel like i am finally completely settled in here and now im just going to be ripped away to a shity place in the middle of nowhere. i want to cry. I wish I could support myself, my job pays nowhere near enough.
well im off now to go do....well something entertaining....I don;t know what yet though oh well.