Sadness follows me like a lost balloon
I just don't know any more but I'm Pretty sure I want a tattoo a large one at that and I want it to reflect me not only in persona but something soulful maybe even a hint of sorrow.
I know I should get something colorful bright and a little bit of whimsy but I don't think it would be true I keep leaning to macabre and sad. So when you see it you think there's a sadness inside that's hidden behind that facade of happiness. A reminder of who I am really but what I should get is a reminder of who I was and how it can be attainable once again.
The sadness always gets the best of me. I want to just quit my job but I know it'll only be a temporary relief I always regret things like that maybe that's why I never break things when I'm mad I know I'll just be upset about it later. Maybe it's high time I trade in those paint brushes for a revolver but technically I can't cause I don't have a FOID card :( I hate technicalities.
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