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This month hasn't been very positive for me.
Positive things:
Job is officially over.
Got 95% on my first test thus bringing my course list down by one.
Bought a Playstation memory card.
Bought Grandia when the dollar was at an all time high.
Negative things:
My Dad fell down the stairs on my Mom's birthday dislocating his shoulder. Which required calling of the ambulance and me stuck home with the dogs while I chewed my finger nails to bits. Dad's okay, just sore among the other things that a dislocated shoulder means. Put a real damper on his planned boat activities.
Lost my Playstation Memory card thus forcing me to buy a new one.
My Grandmother had a stroke. She doesn't have any decreased motor-functions (well besides being an 88 year old woman) but she has had a loss of language. She has trouble finding words and sometimes she just says gibberish. It's all really frustrating to her and she hasn't been acting like herself. This is a major stress on my 90 year old grandfather but they don't want the family interfering too much. Which drives my mother crazy, and she can't fight with Dad, Grandma or Dad-dad so she fights with me.
Mother hasn't been very positive lately. She complains that I hide in my room and that I'm a shut in recleuse. Well, when everytime I poke my head out of the door I have to defend myself from verbal barrages, then yes. I'm a recleuse. Everything is MY fault and I'm apparently pathetic layabout and I should give up trying to find something I'd be happy doing and just do something that'll make me money. *sigh* Bitter... Of course it doesn't help that I'M upset about Dad and Grandma/Dad-dad as she is so I'm not handling it as level-headed as I should be.
My appetite is funny and I'm too tired than what I'm supposed to be. Went to the doctor, recommended more drugs, refused. I'm trying to get OFF meds not compound them, dammit!!
I want to go see Shrek or Spiderman. Hell, I'd go for getting out of the house right now. But doing any of that by myself is more depressing than staying at home and playing computer. At least if I'm playing computer no one has to see me and I can wear my comfy clothes. Oh. Pirates is coming out soon. I finally saw the second one so I'm ready to see that one as well.
*sulk*
Positive things:
Job is officially over.
Got 95% on my first test thus bringing my course list down by one.
Bought a Playstation memory card.
Bought Grandia when the dollar was at an all time high.
Negative things:
My Dad fell down the stairs on my Mom's birthday dislocating his shoulder. Which required calling of the ambulance and me stuck home with the dogs while I chewed my finger nails to bits. Dad's okay, just sore among the other things that a dislocated shoulder means. Put a real damper on his planned boat activities.
Lost my Playstation Memory card thus forcing me to buy a new one.
My Grandmother had a stroke. She doesn't have any decreased motor-functions (well besides being an 88 year old woman) but she has had a loss of language. She has trouble finding words and sometimes she just says gibberish. It's all really frustrating to her and she hasn't been acting like herself. This is a major stress on my 90 year old grandfather but they don't want the family interfering too much. Which drives my mother crazy, and she can't fight with Dad, Grandma or Dad-dad so she fights with me.
Mother hasn't been very positive lately. She complains that I hide in my room and that I'm a shut in recleuse. Well, when everytime I poke my head out of the door I have to defend myself from verbal barrages, then yes. I'm a recleuse. Everything is MY fault and I'm apparently pathetic layabout and I should give up trying to find something I'd be happy doing and just do something that'll make me money. *sigh* Bitter... Of course it doesn't help that I'M upset about Dad and Grandma/Dad-dad as she is so I'm not handling it as level-headed as I should be.
My appetite is funny and I'm too tired than what I'm supposed to be. Went to the doctor, recommended more drugs, refused. I'm trying to get OFF meds not compound them, dammit!!
I want to go see Shrek or Spiderman. Hell, I'd go for getting out of the house right now. But doing any of that by myself is more depressing than staying at home and playing computer. At least if I'm playing computer no one has to see me and I can wear my comfy clothes. Oh. Pirates is coming out soon. I finally saw the second one so I'm ready to see that one as well.
*sulk*