RE: I have no snazzy title for this...
Time: Time to step up to my potential
Mood: Sick, Sick of being sick, Nervous, Out of my element
Eats: Apple and Turkey
Drinks: Need to get me something cold and fizzy
So my cold has gone from my chest to my head. UGH. I am so grateful that
it's the weekend! Tomorrow Joan, Mason and I are taking the rec group to
Casa Bonita. Any of the local peeps (long distance ones as well... *hint
hint* LOL!) are more than welcome, I am doing pick ups in Boulder at
11am so we should be at Casa Bonita by 12:30pm. My cell is 720-201-4893,
if you decide you'd like to join us give me a ring when you get to the
restaurant and I'll meet up with you! The more the merrier! :-)
I called my Mom yesterday and she was beside herself crying. She had
just talked to Granny and they are talking about taking Uncle Rocky off
of life support. So I may be headed to San Diego soon. She also met with
the lawyer and got some things in place, which is a relief. She said to
call her later and she would give me more information. I am curious to
see how she set everything up.
I need an attitude adjustment about my job. Yes, I do.
GRATEFUL LIST:
* Mom met with the lawyer
* I am going to see my rec group peeps after a way too long of a
break, I miss em'!
* The day will be over soon
* That Billiekai has greater wisdom than I, and shares it when I
need it
Court.: I am scared. I know that God places you where you need to be,
but in the work sense this seems like a huge leap
Billiekai: It is a good leap. I don't learn to be a black belt by
hanging out with the yellow belts. I must be with those that are
seemingly beyond my grasp to grow to my full potential.
* That I have the ability to see where I need to make amends. And
that I am willing to make them regardless of the outcomes.
THINGS I HAVE LEARNED TODAY:
* I am in a job way bigger that my experience.
* I haven't had access to a computer at home for awhile- And I
haven't missed it. Other than to post the pictures I have been taking.
* I have great friends who bring levity during my stressful days
* Another friend from Jr. and Sr. High is prettier now than when we
were kids. And I am super happy for her! Congrats TR on your new
marriage! And I owe her amends.
* I need to be a model of good behavior. You can't put out
expectations if you don't, or aren't willing, to do the same things.
* I am reminded every payday that when I pay all of my bills- I
always have more money for fun etc. then when I avoid them. Yes, I am so
glad that I learned this 2 years ago.
I'll go ahead and post this a little early. I need to get back to the
grind. I have another budget meeting in 45 minutes-
Mood: Sick, Sick of being sick, Nervous, Out of my element
Eats: Apple and Turkey
Drinks: Need to get me something cold and fizzy
So my cold has gone from my chest to my head. UGH. I am so grateful that
it's the weekend! Tomorrow Joan, Mason and I are taking the rec group to
Casa Bonita. Any of the local peeps (long distance ones as well... *hint
hint* LOL!) are more than welcome, I am doing pick ups in Boulder at
11am so we should be at Casa Bonita by 12:30pm. My cell is 720-201-4893,
if you decide you'd like to join us give me a ring when you get to the
restaurant and I'll meet up with you! The more the merrier! :-)
I called my Mom yesterday and she was beside herself crying. She had
just talked to Granny and they are talking about taking Uncle Rocky off
of life support. So I may be headed to San Diego soon. She also met with
the lawyer and got some things in place, which is a relief. She said to
call her later and she would give me more information. I am curious to
see how she set everything up.
I need an attitude adjustment about my job. Yes, I do.
GRATEFUL LIST:
* Mom met with the lawyer
* I am going to see my rec group peeps after a way too long of a
break, I miss em'!
* The day will be over soon
* That Billiekai has greater wisdom than I, and shares it when I
need it
Court.: I am scared. I know that God places you where you need to be,
but in the work sense this seems like a huge leap
Billiekai: It is a good leap. I don't learn to be a black belt by
hanging out with the yellow belts. I must be with those that are
seemingly beyond my grasp to grow to my full potential.
* That I have the ability to see where I need to make amends. And
that I am willing to make them regardless of the outcomes.
THINGS I HAVE LEARNED TODAY:
* I am in a job way bigger that my experience.
* I haven't had access to a computer at home for awhile- And I
haven't missed it. Other than to post the pictures I have been taking.
* I have great friends who bring levity during my stressful days
* Another friend from Jr. and Sr. High is prettier now than when we
were kids. And I am super happy for her! Congrats TR on your new
marriage! And I owe her amends.
* I need to be a model of good behavior. You can't put out
expectations if you don't, or aren't willing, to do the same things.
* I am reminded every payday that when I pay all of my bills- I
always have more money for fun etc. then when I avoid them. Yes, I am so
glad that I learned this 2 years ago.
I'll go ahead and post this a little early. I need to get back to the
grind. I have another budget meeting in 45 minutes-