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am working... bored... thinking. oh, the fun of that.
so. yes, i said i was happy. and i am. because the other choice is to be unhappy, and no one likes being that. so, by default, i'm happy.
whatever. i wish i would hurry up and get over him, it would make things a hell of a lot easier. because this is ridiculous. nothing will happen - nothing that the romantic half of me wants to happen anyways. he made that very clear. and, if i'm being entirely rational, i don't need any distractions - right now, school and career are important.
it just pisses me off, because i seriously think it could work. it could have worked. and worked well. but it won't, at least not right now. so it probably won't ever work.
so. yes, i said i was happy. and i am. because the other choice is to be unhappy, and no one likes being that. so, by default, i'm happy.
whatever. i wish i would hurry up and get over him, it would make things a hell of a lot easier. because this is ridiculous. nothing will happen - nothing that the romantic half of me wants to happen anyways. he made that very clear. and, if i'm being entirely rational, i don't need any distractions - right now, school and career are important.
it just pisses me off, because i seriously think it could work. it could have worked. and worked well. but it won't, at least not right now. so it probably won't ever work.