Nov 02, 2003 00:57
I have done...Dragons Emotion is gone.
Everyone has proven time and time again they couldn't care less. All I got was "I don't remember a single thing" or "I'm too busy, don't bother me" or"I never considered myself an rp'er or part of any community"
Dragons Emotion was supposed to be a joint effort. A community based site. But it failed in almost every way possible. So I decided tonight to get rid of it once and for all... And i sent them an email to close the account...
It was sad. I cried about it...sobbed and wept in the dark. Talked to Eldynir, who urged me again and again, to keep it up. She was awfully upset, and saddened. But it's time to just let it go.
I don't know what will happen to me. I have nothing to live for. ALl my dreams are gone, and I haven't the will to chase new ones. Nor do I have the will to make new friends, as everyones told me. I don't trust people. After being stabbed in the back by those i thought were friends, I don't want to make new ones. Not when i know how humans are.
I'll miss Dragons Emotion for what it was supposed to mean. But as of late it has become just a page where i stuff collected pictures from elfwood and all. I can do that with a yahoo site, instead of paying 35 dollars every three months...
Though, Kreagor's memorial will be moved to my yahoo site at dragoneer_99...
I could never delete those tribute pages...