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Fucking Mark, man...i still feel bad that he went and told everyone what i did.
Yeah, so I tried suicide again...And i'll probably do it again too...and again, until I finally rid myself of my life in this reality, with no one and nothing except a handful of friends that i can't even see..
Because I can't control my actions anymore
Yeah, so I tried suicide again...And i'll probably do it again too...and again, until I finally rid myself of my life in this reality, with no one and nothing except a handful of friends that i can't even see..
Because I can't control my actions anymore
I have to agree with the others and say this again. You are sick and you do need help, proffesional help. None of us can help you if you do not want to listen, we all learned that with James... I rember him talking about doing himself in for a very long time...WE all tried to talk him out of doing something like that , I know I did, but the sad truth is none of us could beacuse none of us are proffesionals and none of us have been trained in being able to help heal someone who is so far lost to depression. You know I love you. IV been telling you that for how many years now? two or three at lest. You are one of my best freinds and I feel helpless beacuse I see you going closer and closer to that chasum trying to fling yourself over and there dosent seem to be anything I or anyone eles can do to stop you. It is terrifying when someone you care about is like that espeaily when you live so far away... Please Dennis please go and talk to someon about this, someone who can help you. You need someone there with you in person. People may seem distant to you but that is only beacuse they are not sure what to say. I know I sure dont know what to say and im scared to say anythign at all anymore after what happend to james...but pretending things are fine dosent make them go away or get any better. ONly you can go and get help so you can help yourself. Just rember what James death did to you,.. DO you realy want to do that to someone eles? Lots of people beacuse let me tell you that is just what will happen if you do manage to succed in doing yourself in. No life is trivial or small, every life is worth more than any amount of money in the world could ever buy. You may not like what I said but I am not going to pretend to be all suggery goodness and sit here and plead with you not to kill yourself omitting anything that would make you or anyone eles mad at me for saying it. You are my best freind so Im sitting here and handing you the facts. I care about you and I dont want you to die so yet again please go and seek some proffesional help.
Love you always dear freind,
-Crona
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