i want a pet rock star again
yay - i found headbangers ball showing on MTV2. boo - even as much as i love metal, it's a little bittersweet because it reminds me of chris. and zilla. other than progpower, i'm not sure where to meet metal guys here other than shows...i guess i ought to dig up the website for The Boardwalk, the local metal club. it's out here in darkest suburbia near me, so it would be a snap to get there and back. i'm not afraid to go to shows alone, so...hrm. i may have to look into that.
[evil thought only jaime will understand]
i just remembered that last year at progpower good ole norman gave me his business card...i suppose if i was desparate i could call him up since he's in the bay area. however, i keep reminding myself that he slept with beth(leopard) and that just squicks me the hell out. 'acourse he also fucked metalrose and probably her friend, too, and countless others...see, i've talked myself out of it. *sigh* it's too bad, really. norm's a pretty good-looking guy, but he's got a really bad case of singer's disease (means he thinks the world worships his ass the way he does) and he'll fuck anything (see: beth[leopard]). gah.
i could use a nice meaty guy to get rough and enthusiastic with; as pushy and aggressive as i can be the rest of the time , in bed i want a guy to be assertive and almost man-handle me. at least most of the time...soft and tender is okay once in awhile. however, i haven't the faintest idea when that will come back into my life. 'specially since i'm picky and want an intelligent metalhead: smart people make better lovers. that's one way i'm so spoiled by the guys i've been with since i left the ex. the best ones i met through my friends (a WONDERFUL filter, by the way :)), so it was pretty much a given they'd be above average. i won't have that filter at the local rock show, so...meh.
i suppose it's a good sign that i'm feeling more antsy about things like meeting someone. i'm still nowhere near where i would like to be before i meet anyone, so i'm just gonna keep working on that..but i might add some extra-curricular outings to expand my social horizons.
[evil thought only jaime will understand]
i just remembered that last year at progpower good ole norman gave me his business card...i suppose if i was desparate i could call him up since he's in the bay area. however, i keep reminding myself that he slept with beth(leopard) and that just squicks me the hell out. 'acourse he also fucked metalrose and probably her friend, too, and countless others...see, i've talked myself out of it. *sigh* it's too bad, really. norm's a pretty good-looking guy, but he's got a really bad case of singer's disease (means he thinks the world worships his ass the way he does) and he'll fuck anything (see: beth[leopard]). gah.
i could use a nice meaty guy to get rough and enthusiastic with; as pushy and aggressive as i can be the rest of the time , in bed i want a guy to be assertive and almost man-handle me. at least most of the time...soft and tender is okay once in awhile. however, i haven't the faintest idea when that will come back into my life. 'specially since i'm picky and want an intelligent metalhead: smart people make better lovers. that's one way i'm so spoiled by the guys i've been with since i left the ex. the best ones i met through my friends (a WONDERFUL filter, by the way :)), so it was pretty much a given they'd be above average. i won't have that filter at the local rock show, so...meh.
i suppose it's a good sign that i'm feeling more antsy about things like meeting someone. i'm still nowhere near where i would like to be before i meet anyone, so i'm just gonna keep working on that..but i might add some extra-curricular outings to expand my social horizons.