Nov 14, 2003 00:04
Well doesn't that suck? I just spent a half hour updating my subprofile on AIM and i pressed the back button (habit) and updated my old damn profile... wtf? Know what that means? I'm gonna be taking a short break from it for a while...
That infamous Rochester weather is starting to kick in! It snowed today for a while. I'd say we got a good one and half to two inches on the ground. The wind though, amazing! Fifty to sixty miles per hour today!
The big ol' ball of stress that was my Theatre Final went over well. I composed a theme song for the character John Proctor in The Crucible. The teacher loved it and let's hope that I got a good grade on that. Kids in my class liked it too, and here I thought that everyone was going to think that it sucked. It was a little embarassing going up there to present though. The music that I make is personal to me, and I just felt vulnerable up there presenting that piece of me to 30+ strangers. I guess it's comes from my overwhelming need to be liked. Everyone has to love Danny! =) It's been working that way since forever. I don't, well, didn't know anyone that didn't keep a friendship after first meeting me. I say didn't cause college changed that. But I really can't blame that on myself, right? I can only beat myself up so much. Other than the two exceptions, I get along with everyone no matter they're differences, life goes well when you can accept people with all their shortcomings and still hold strong relationships. Apparently it's good to be an ENFP as well! That's my personality type for the Briggs-Meyers test I recently took in FYE. I am a pretty amiable guy, ain't I? ::Insert AIM smiler here::
(Deep enough for you Caity, any deeper I'd have to make it 'private')
Finals have me stressing here. I'm trying to do what I can and getting help and studying and all of that, but I don't think that how I messed up before could bring my grades up to what I would want them to be. But as long as I can pass on an average level I'm still ok with that. I just am going to have to try harder next marking period.
::Spontaneous Poemage::
The night brings me here...
I see the electricity,
When my lips touch your skin.
I can tell you're near...
I feel the complicity,
Loving you's a sin.
The music is playing...
I smell your sweet scent,
Nothing else compares.
Inside I'm praying...
I'm completley content,
Our passion flares.
A new dawn is come...
My emotions are swimming,
It's ending too soon.
My body is numb...
My love for you brimming,
Goodbye to the moon.
Our encounter has meaning...
I miss what we had,
I can't make my vow.
I'm only dreaming...
I awake empty and sad,
You're not here with me now...
I miss Tracey \=(