hey i just had to say that i miss you and as u can see i am making the effort to fix this and that is what friends do they do stupid shit to each other but because they are friends they can forgive and forget. I am selfish and i know that i want you all to myself and know i cant have that but just let me be stupid sometimes please let me yell at you and be mad at you for no good reason and then tell me your sorry even though you know i am being stupid just because you know i dont mean any of the things that I said to you. Anytime you need someone to be mad at that is what I am here for! You are the one person that I have told everything to and I do mean everything and now i am totally lost and I dont know who to talk to you and this is why this is the third time i am writing you because you know how I cant let things go and how I just sit and obsess did you think I would act differently about this nope sorry. So hear this I am going to keep on harrassing you until i hear for you and I get things back to the way they should because no matter what happened in the past you are my best friend and i promised to love you for life. I cant lose the best thing that ever happened to me and I wont let it. You know me better then anyone and you know I am crazy and possessive and worried and obsessed with others happiness and so jealous extremly jealous and super sensitive! you know all this about me so dont let those crazy things about me ruin something so special. Help me to deal with the change dont push me away.
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