date nerves
so i have forayed back into the dating world so to speak. so far its been a bit of a bumpy ride. all my friends that are my age do the online dating this so i signed up on plenty of fish first. i was talking to a guy that seemed to be wonderful. we had a date set up and then he saw full body shots of fluffy me and dumped me faster than a hot potato that he grabbed by accident. i basically told him that was rude and moved on. then i met the wheelchair guy. nice. sweet. too high needs for me. i still talk to him off and on as a friend but there is no way i could be with someone that couldn't meet my sexual needs. after that there was another guy, really sweet and funny. he was also really shy and got nervous talking on the phone. we hadn't set up a date. i added him on facebook, he saw my pictures and the next day he had this story that his ex was single and he regretted how things ended and he needed to go back and see what could be with them. i've been assured that his story is the truth (by outside, trustworthy sources) but i still worry that it was about my body shape. especially because he was active on the dating website in the last 24 hours and he ditched me a week ago.
-sigh-
so now i have been talking to this guy a couple of days. he asked me out and we're going to dinner tonight. but i'm nervous. i am excited too and there is a part of me that feels strongly that the guy for me accepts me as i am. the fact of the matter is that i am really pretty. i'm not bragging, i just am. i am very curvy, i'm a big girl. but i am also one of the most compassionate, loving, funny, thoughtful and deep women you'll ever meet. i just hope that we have a good time. i hope that he looks at me and sees my outer beauty and that when we have dinner and conversation he sees my inner beauty.
i am very nervous though. lol
we're going for greek food which i am excited about. i've been dying for greek for awhile.
so that's my recent excitement, dating. it is what it is and i'm sure that something will come along. and if it doesn't, that's ok too because i have a good life as it is. anywho, i have a good feeling about tonight and i will post when its all done.
have a happy saturday, i know i will.
roxanne
-sigh-
so now i have been talking to this guy a couple of days. he asked me out and we're going to dinner tonight. but i'm nervous. i am excited too and there is a part of me that feels strongly that the guy for me accepts me as i am. the fact of the matter is that i am really pretty. i'm not bragging, i just am. i am very curvy, i'm a big girl. but i am also one of the most compassionate, loving, funny, thoughtful and deep women you'll ever meet. i just hope that we have a good time. i hope that he looks at me and sees my outer beauty and that when we have dinner and conversation he sees my inner beauty.
i am very nervous though. lol
we're going for greek food which i am excited about. i've been dying for greek for awhile.
so that's my recent excitement, dating. it is what it is and i'm sure that something will come along. and if it doesn't, that's ok too because i have a good life as it is. anywho, i have a good feeling about tonight and i will post when its all done.
have a happy saturday, i know i will.
roxanne