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long day today. only four periods...in 6th I started crying...and didn't stop. It held over into 4th/5th. I kept crying...cried at lunch. Cried when I got back. Then it stopped before chem.
I failed that Spansih test. I dedicated my entire weekend for studying for that quiz...and even though it was open book...I still failed...I just don't get Spanish...I'm never going to see my friends again...
I don't thikn anyone really cares about me...I felt worse than I have in a really long time today, and I felt like no body really cared...
A guy hit on me today in lunch. He like slid his chair across the floor and then put his arm around my waist and started like rubbing it...with his fingers more or less...winking etc. But I think he was just joking, cause his girl friend was sitting right next to us and laughed when he came back...that sucks. Really didn't help my mood.
I really am down. I thought about stabbing myself, and shooting myself. except I don't have a gun...
I failed that Spansih test. I dedicated my entire weekend for studying for that quiz...and even though it was open book...I still failed...I just don't get Spanish...I'm never going to see my friends again...
I don't thikn anyone really cares about me...I felt worse than I have in a really long time today, and I felt like no body really cared...
A guy hit on me today in lunch. He like slid his chair across the floor and then put his arm around my waist and started like rubbing it...with his fingers more or less...winking etc. But I think he was just joking, cause his girl friend was sitting right next to us and laughed when he came back...that sucks. Really didn't help my mood.
I really am down. I thought about stabbing myself, and shooting myself. except I don't have a gun...