my cell phone in back on
Used most of my bonus check to pay my cell phone bill. I can't help but wonder how many laughs Julie and & Heather had over running the bill up with over $300 in per minutes charges. not to mention that Sept. was the last month she paid for. Paying the cell phone bill is just the last in a long line of promises Julie made in the last year or so and broke.
I especially want to help her for being there for me while I worked through the abandonment issues as promised. And for giving us the time (one year from June, 2003) that we needed to work out our problems.
Today is March 12th, it's been three months today since I saw Julie for the last time. Funny that both Dec 12 & Mar. 12 are Fridays, to bad I didn't read her journal post for the Dec. 10th then, it would of saved us both some pain.
Oh well, when all is said & done I honestly do hope she is happy. For as much is I wish other wise I do still love her so I want the best for her.
I especially want to help her for being there for me while I worked through the abandonment issues as promised. And for giving us the time (one year from June, 2003) that we needed to work out our problems.
Today is March 12th, it's been three months today since I saw Julie for the last time. Funny that both Dec 12 & Mar. 12 are Fridays, to bad I didn't read her journal post for the Dec. 10th then, it would of saved us both some pain.
Oh well, when all is said & done I honestly do hope she is happy. For as much is I wish other wise I do still love her so I want the best for her.