[Badly Locked, so V. Easily Hackable]

[dragon_scholar]

I...there must be something wrong with me.

He's...gone, completely enough that he may as well be dead. It feels like it, anyway, and I know that's irrational but that's how it feels. As if he died.

By all rights, I should...I don't know. I don't know how I should be feeling, what's the right way to grieve, because I've never lost someone this

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[prettypanchito]

...Philomel...

((This okay? He's no hacker, just wanted to see *shrug*))

[dragon_scholar]

...!

H-hello, Panchito...

(('S fine. It's so badly locked it basically isn't.))

[prettypanchito]

...There is no "correct" way to grieve. It is done in our own ways.

[dragon_scholar]

I know. I just...he's so recently gone and here I am, looking forward so eagerly to Saturday...

[prettypanchito]

Nothing wrong with that. I too was sad, yet I also am eager for the Christmas party...I bet your friend would want you to be happy.

[dragon_scholar]

But...so soon?

[prettypanchito]

Perhaps the sooner, the better? He may be happy already as well.

[dragon_scholar]

...Perhaps.

I hope he is.

[prettypanchito]

...Me too. And I encourage you to have all the fun you can with your 'engagement'.

[dragon_scholar]

Mmm. I...hope to.