Wondering Why I Try
I'm really starting to wonder why I drag my ass out of bed every morning... Is it for the job I really don't like, or the people that I never have enough time to spend with before they disappear, only to leave me alone, or what? I dunno... guess I'm kinda whiny today... Had the weekend from Hell... went to a wedding (my cousin's) and found out I was in the wedding (I had heard this but forgotten, my fault there)... Show up just in time to miss the dress rehearsal, and then go to the rehearsal dinner. Claustrophobia/people-phobia kicks in, and I have nowhere to run to... fun night. Then I have to deal with my family. All of it. For those of you that know me, you understand how harrying an experience that is for me. I saw them all, for 3 days... not fun.
Anyway, am coming back here, riding with my Mom, just reading a book and minding my own business, when she decides to have the "Are you sure you're gay and it's not just a phase?" talk. I mean, sheesh. Just out of the blue. So, fifteen minutes later, she has a deathgrip on the steering wheel, and I'm considering jumping from the car that is slowly passing 85 mph.
I get back to WKU... Penguins is gone, Joe is gone. Okay, I say to myself, time for FF... I try a party-nothing. I try selling shit to make the money to get the items I need for the upgrade. 3 hours later, and after stealing money from a friends account (Lance, if you read this, I was borrowing), I manage to get the final item... Only to find out that one of the other items is where I can't get to it. I turn the comp off, and head to the only redeeming part of my weekend.
Called Mike up (yeah, I know... still not sure about him... leave me alone), we went and saw White Chicks, which was pretty funny. Then we came back here and...well, an hour after we arrived into the parking lot, I went into the dorm... :blush: It was a real date, I think... kinda romntic, and almost made the rest of the weekend worthwhile.
Then Monday bitch slaps me like a big ass red woman (love ya, AA), and I come to work... so far I have done 15 minutes worth of work, in a 3 hour period. I am so f*cking bored it is not even funny.
Oh, well. Guess I'll live.
l8rz
Anyway, am coming back here, riding with my Mom, just reading a book and minding my own business, when she decides to have the "Are you sure you're gay and it's not just a phase?" talk. I mean, sheesh. Just out of the blue. So, fifteen minutes later, she has a deathgrip on the steering wheel, and I'm considering jumping from the car that is slowly passing 85 mph.
I get back to WKU... Penguins is gone, Joe is gone. Okay, I say to myself, time for FF... I try a party-nothing. I try selling shit to make the money to get the items I need for the upgrade. 3 hours later, and after stealing money from a friends account (Lance, if you read this, I was borrowing), I manage to get the final item... Only to find out that one of the other items is where I can't get to it. I turn the comp off, and head to the only redeeming part of my weekend.
Called Mike up (yeah, I know... still not sure about him... leave me alone), we went and saw White Chicks, which was pretty funny. Then we came back here and...well, an hour after we arrived into the parking lot, I went into the dorm... :blush: It was a real date, I think... kinda romntic, and almost made the rest of the weekend worthwhile.
Then Monday bitch slaps me like a big ass red woman (love ya, AA), and I come to work... so far I have done 15 minutes worth of work, in a 3 hour period. I am so f*cking bored it is not even funny.
Oh, well. Guess I'll live.
l8rz