Going away?..... Apology to friends...the last goodbye to livejournal
Ugh I cannot deal with this. I try to clear things up on Jaye Wyle's journal. I get some punk from Europe thinking he knows what the whole thing is about and steps in making things worse...and then I get a troll on my journal...after I made a rather heartfelt and in my opinion deep post in reference to my parents. The only reaction...a talk on grammar. Uh...huh.
I must also make an apology to my friends. Things between me and Jaye must be a rough thing for you all. I am sorry I failed to take your feelings into account. I know none of you ever had anything to do with this nor ever took sides. In fact, you pushed me to try to actually try and make amends with Jaye. I can't do it. Maybe I should try and be the "bigger man" But I am not going to do it. I can't do it and I refuse to do it. I may seem selfish in this regards...but this is how I am and forever shall remain. And honestly, if you want to spend time with Jaye, go ahead. I will not be bothered. I can easily and happily bow and and be rather comfortable sitting in my room by myself with a video game controller in my hand or my eyes glued to my latest anime. I do not mind it and perhaps it is what I deserve. I regret not anything I have said or done...only that it had to come about. DO not worry I always did say I needed alone time. Maybe this is for the best. DOn't worry I will still hang out and gladly...however not as much as I once did and I will find myself slipping off to by alone to sit...ponder...think...and veg...It wil be difficult. Let's face it, my roomate Leo_Firebrand is one always in the thick of things...a high charisma he has yes...Anyway this is not goodbye, just a way so there will not have to be a great rift.
In conclusion, this is my last journal post. I have deleted on live journal..and vowed not to come back....and then I came back with this one. I stopped it towards the middle of this past fall semester..and recently, I have restarted it. but now I must end it...it is over gone the end. I will pop in and read the journals of those of you whom I know and I may even say a comment. And some of you, meaning Febe, I have to keep a journal at least for the name if not to keep it active. Otherwise..I can't very well reads yours now can I? well I hate long goodbyes..so I better make this quick. GOodbye live journal how little time we spent together and how many emotions we went through together.
I must also make an apology to my friends. Things between me and Jaye must be a rough thing for you all. I am sorry I failed to take your feelings into account. I know none of you ever had anything to do with this nor ever took sides. In fact, you pushed me to try to actually try and make amends with Jaye. I can't do it. Maybe I should try and be the "bigger man" But I am not going to do it. I can't do it and I refuse to do it. I may seem selfish in this regards...but this is how I am and forever shall remain. And honestly, if you want to spend time with Jaye, go ahead. I will not be bothered. I can easily and happily bow and and be rather comfortable sitting in my room by myself with a video game controller in my hand or my eyes glued to my latest anime. I do not mind it and perhaps it is what I deserve. I regret not anything I have said or done...only that it had to come about. DO not worry I always did say I needed alone time. Maybe this is for the best. DOn't worry I will still hang out and gladly...however not as much as I once did and I will find myself slipping off to by alone to sit...ponder...think...and veg...It wil be difficult. Let's face it, my roomate Leo_Firebrand is one always in the thick of things...a high charisma he has yes...Anyway this is not goodbye, just a way so there will not have to be a great rift.
In conclusion, this is my last journal post. I have deleted on live journal..and vowed not to come back....and then I came back with this one. I stopped it towards the middle of this past fall semester..and recently, I have restarted it. but now I must end it...it is over gone the end. I will pop in and read the journals of those of you whom I know and I may even say a comment. And some of you, meaning Febe, I have to keep a journal at least for the name if not to keep it active. Otherwise..I can't very well reads yours now can I? well I hate long goodbyes..so I better make this quick. GOodbye live journal how little time we spent together and how many emotions we went through together.