i can't recollect...
so, life is eventful.
firstly: ballroom dance club. We learned waltz and jive today. good times, for sure.
Secondly: a new boy in my life? very very unexpected... but somehow, i'm not sure how much he really is in my life. on one hand, he told me he liked me, and all that stuff. on the other hand... he didn't reply to my texts, and he seems to prefer to not talk to me/be seen with me in public. Alas, this is the life of me. :P
Thirdly: Dear alex and i were supposed to go for supper. but then he got called to work. so we didn't go for supper, and we were sad. But i came home and made shrek alfagetti, and watched CSI miami. And horatio got shot. and i was like !!!!! :-O
Fourthly: Kendo! i like to bow before entering and leaving rooms. it makes me feel special. I also like learning random japanese words.
Dojo!
My name is special in japanese. its Ob bi i. Or at least, those are the letters that are used to spell it.
Alsoly: gargoyles. alison and my marathon long, and we didn't even hardly scratch the surface. we shall need to hold a continuous marathon, some weekend.
This year, i think i'm meeting people. It makes me feel more accomplished and stuff.
Playing frisbe in the middle of the night with random boys definately helps one feel like they know people. as well as being invited to a semi-hall party.
i wouldn't mind going to a few semi-parties, and meeting people. drunk or not, its nice to know people.
For instance, because i know amir, i've been able to randomly talk to him when i see him. it makes me not feel like a loner.
Alex said he'll think about joining ballroom.
I hope he does.
Because he'd probably be pretty durned amazing. Especially with those muscles. :P
Also, though?
new boy= Boy.
This may make sense to some.
May not to others.
Its a confusing situation.
Alex is a player. Apparently i'm a player too. how weird is that? i didn't think i was. but... when it comes down to it, i've got a few so called lovers on the ropes.
Tis rather terrible.
i'm not sure what i'm talking about right now.
have internet. for a brief time. quite enjoying it.
lost a dear friend not so long ago. not quite enjoying that.
maybe things will change?
I applied to Shoppers drug mart.
Now i just need to make myself a resume and apply everywhere and anywhere.
I also need to get a sk. phone number.
This is necessary.
i think perhaps a trip to the mall is in order.
Telus, here me comes.
firstly: ballroom dance club. We learned waltz and jive today. good times, for sure.
Secondly: a new boy in my life? very very unexpected... but somehow, i'm not sure how much he really is in my life. on one hand, he told me he liked me, and all that stuff. on the other hand... he didn't reply to my texts, and he seems to prefer to not talk to me/be seen with me in public. Alas, this is the life of me. :P
Thirdly: Dear alex and i were supposed to go for supper. but then he got called to work. so we didn't go for supper, and we were sad. But i came home and made shrek alfagetti, and watched CSI miami. And horatio got shot. and i was like !!!!! :-O
Fourthly: Kendo! i like to bow before entering and leaving rooms. it makes me feel special. I also like learning random japanese words.
Dojo!
My name is special in japanese. its Ob bi i. Or at least, those are the letters that are used to spell it.
Alsoly: gargoyles. alison and my marathon long, and we didn't even hardly scratch the surface. we shall need to hold a continuous marathon, some weekend.
This year, i think i'm meeting people. It makes me feel more accomplished and stuff.
Playing frisbe in the middle of the night with random boys definately helps one feel like they know people. as well as being invited to a semi-hall party.
i wouldn't mind going to a few semi-parties, and meeting people. drunk or not, its nice to know people.
For instance, because i know amir, i've been able to randomly talk to him when i see him. it makes me not feel like a loner.
Alex said he'll think about joining ballroom.
I hope he does.
Because he'd probably be pretty durned amazing. Especially with those muscles. :P
Also, though?
new boy= Boy.
This may make sense to some.
May not to others.
Its a confusing situation.
Alex is a player. Apparently i'm a player too. how weird is that? i didn't think i was. but... when it comes down to it, i've got a few so called lovers on the ropes.
Tis rather terrible.
i'm not sure what i'm talking about right now.
have internet. for a brief time. quite enjoying it.
lost a dear friend not so long ago. not quite enjoying that.
maybe things will change?
I applied to Shoppers drug mart.
Now i just need to make myself a resume and apply everywhere and anywhere.
I also need to get a sk. phone number.
This is necessary.
i think perhaps a trip to the mall is in order.
Telus, here me comes.