anything but ordinary, please
Anyone remember Thomas? I'm sure you do. anyways, i think i've developed a very small crush on his brother.
Shoot me now? i honestly need nothing to do with crushes. I've had far too many, and really dont need another.
Although, on the plus side, i love a few less people then i used to think i did. its a plus. i think i'm finally learning that i can survive just fine without developing a stupid crush on every boy who speaks kindly to me.
My weekend was fantabulous. I cant even begin to explain it. And theres no way anyone here would understand how much i enjoy sitting in three church-services per day for 4 days...
But i do. And it has been the highlight of my summer. Usually is. I loved it so much i want to go to another this weekend. Portage. Maybe Ayelsbury.
And i want to go to some in washington when alison and i go on our trip. But i'm rather certain we wouldn't be able to.
Speaking of trip? My dad forbids boys to come.
Because reuben told breta told dad that i'm a whore.
Thanks alot, ex-boyfriend. I thought i could trust you.
Apparently not.
Good thing i dislike you more then ever, now. Remember how i said i'd try to be your friend no matter what?
Well, i've changed my mind. there's no way i'm ever going to develop the trust and faith in you that is required to have a friendship, ever again.
I love this dress
I need it.
This week Beauty and the Beast (the musical) is playing in regina. I want to go.
Road trip, anyone?
:-P
I'm thinking i want to go tomorrow.since i dont work that day.
This song has been in my head:
"I shouldn't have called so late last night/ but i was scared/ out of my mind/ i shouldn't have left that message on your phone.
I shouldn't have said the things i said/ lookin' for love/ we left for dead/ in a grave with out a stone...
As soon as you hear my voice/ dont hesitate/ put your finger on the button/
Erase/ My love/ bet you cant erase/ my touch/ you're trying to replace/ a feeling without a name/ with somebody elses face/ in your head/ erase..."
Its called Erase by Mika.
Check it out, if you wanna.
What else is new?
Not much.
Jon and i wore the same colors every day at convention. (where i've been all weekend)
Was it a sign like casey said? Or just really wishful thinking?
He's the kind of guy that would make a good family/husband.
But i'm too young to be thinking about marriage.
Or am I?
But his whole family is nice.
Little children. Are wonderful. I find myself loving them. Wanting them. And before i'm too old to have the energy to spend time with them.
Love first. Marriage first. Children After.
I dont want my priorites to be backwards.
Funny thing. I know a married man. Young. maybe 28 at the most. He has two children (the ones mentioned above). He is the type of husband i would want. I've always found him rather attractive. I'm not sure what it is. Too bad there are no 20-22 year old men like him. They'd be nice to get to know.
Too bad i'm so anti social and cannot meet anyone, either.
I hang around with my baby sister and her friend.
How am i supposed to actually meet anyone, like that?
Never. thats how.
Shoot me now? i honestly need nothing to do with crushes. I've had far too many, and really dont need another.
Although, on the plus side, i love a few less people then i used to think i did. its a plus. i think i'm finally learning that i can survive just fine without developing a stupid crush on every boy who speaks kindly to me.
My weekend was fantabulous. I cant even begin to explain it. And theres no way anyone here would understand how much i enjoy sitting in three church-services per day for 4 days...
But i do. And it has been the highlight of my summer. Usually is. I loved it so much i want to go to another this weekend. Portage. Maybe Ayelsbury.
And i want to go to some in washington when alison and i go on our trip. But i'm rather certain we wouldn't be able to.
Speaking of trip? My dad forbids boys to come.
Because reuben told breta told dad that i'm a whore.
Thanks alot, ex-boyfriend. I thought i could trust you.
Apparently not.
Good thing i dislike you more then ever, now. Remember how i said i'd try to be your friend no matter what?
Well, i've changed my mind. there's no way i'm ever going to develop the trust and faith in you that is required to have a friendship, ever again.
I love this dress
I need it.
This week Beauty and the Beast (the musical) is playing in regina. I want to go.
Road trip, anyone?
:-P
I'm thinking i want to go tomorrow.since i dont work that day.
This song has been in my head:
"I shouldn't have called so late last night/ but i was scared/ out of my mind/ i shouldn't have left that message on your phone.
I shouldn't have said the things i said/ lookin' for love/ we left for dead/ in a grave with out a stone...
As soon as you hear my voice/ dont hesitate/ put your finger on the button/
Erase/ My love/ bet you cant erase/ my touch/ you're trying to replace/ a feeling without a name/ with somebody elses face/ in your head/ erase..."
Its called Erase by Mika.
Check it out, if you wanna.
What else is new?
Not much.
Jon and i wore the same colors every day at convention. (where i've been all weekend)
Was it a sign like casey said? Or just really wishful thinking?
He's the kind of guy that would make a good family/husband.
But i'm too young to be thinking about marriage.
Or am I?
But his whole family is nice.
Little children. Are wonderful. I find myself loving them. Wanting them. And before i'm too old to have the energy to spend time with them.
Love first. Marriage first. Children After.
I dont want my priorites to be backwards.
Funny thing. I know a married man. Young. maybe 28 at the most. He has two children (the ones mentioned above). He is the type of husband i would want. I've always found him rather attractive. I'm not sure what it is. Too bad there are no 20-22 year old men like him. They'd be nice to get to know.
Too bad i'm so anti social and cannot meet anyone, either.
I hang around with my baby sister and her friend.
How am i supposed to actually meet anyone, like that?
Never. thats how.