Reminise and Wonder
The weekend was pretty fantastic. Depsite the fact that driving 8 hours to and from(4 hrs both ways) a movie is slighty rediculous...
Alex and Torien are really fun to hang out with. I'm glad the four of us have become friends. Having new friends is so much better then sitting around in my cave-like room all day. Its just too bad i didn't figure that out sooner... Oh well, though. I've got next year to take advantage of it.
Speaking of advantages, Alex thinks I should live with him next year. As much as i'd probably enjoy that, i' m not completely sure whether or not i should. It would be cheaper rent. Its still just as close to the university as where i was living. Its closer to everything else, too. If i did, i'd get to be around Alex and not a solitary cave bear... But at the same time... I dont know. It might be strange. Especially when/if he brings girls home. I mean, He can do whatever he wants, but that doesn't necessarily mean i'd like it. I'm not sure what i should do. Well, actually, what i should do is bring it up with my mom, and let her convince me otherwise. But i'm not sure i want to do that quite yet. Its funny... There's nothing wrong with boarding at Alex's... Yet it seems to be so completely against my morals (even though its not really), that i dont know what i want.
Life is confusing. If anyone has any enlightenment on the subject feel free to share. I haven't explained myself very adeptly. My appologies.
Work in 45 minutes.
I need to learn how to eat breakfast and make myself a lunch in the mornings.
Alex and Torien are really fun to hang out with. I'm glad the four of us have become friends. Having new friends is so much better then sitting around in my cave-like room all day. Its just too bad i didn't figure that out sooner... Oh well, though. I've got next year to take advantage of it.
Speaking of advantages, Alex thinks I should live with him next year. As much as i'd probably enjoy that, i' m not completely sure whether or not i should. It would be cheaper rent. Its still just as close to the university as where i was living. Its closer to everything else, too. If i did, i'd get to be around Alex and not a solitary cave bear... But at the same time... I dont know. It might be strange. Especially when/if he brings girls home. I mean, He can do whatever he wants, but that doesn't necessarily mean i'd like it. I'm not sure what i should do. Well, actually, what i should do is bring it up with my mom, and let her convince me otherwise. But i'm not sure i want to do that quite yet. Its funny... There's nothing wrong with boarding at Alex's... Yet it seems to be so completely against my morals (even though its not really), that i dont know what i want.
Life is confusing. If anyone has any enlightenment on the subject feel free to share. I haven't explained myself very adeptly. My appologies.
Work in 45 minutes.
I need to learn how to eat breakfast and make myself a lunch in the mornings.