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I'm updating to show the world that I'm not dead yet. I'm sitting at home doing nothing right now. I can't seem to go back to sleep either, but since it's so late...or early... I want try anymore. I have to get ready for school soon, anyways. Btw, school has sucked more and more for me over the past couple of weeks. And coming home from school isn't much fun either.
It's been like: Wake up, go to school, go home, go to sleep. That's all. I also have to make sure that I catch the bus now; if I don't then I can't go to school. My mom goes to work really early in the mornigs sometimes, so I'm the only one here in the mornings.
Oh yeah, I for got to mention that my dad doesn't live here anymore. My parents split up and he moved out..... So, yeah. Things have been just fantastic lately... I just can't wait to go to school and face all of those ppl either.It's just great being surrounded by all those ppl everyday. Oh, and if you add the fact that I'm paranoid and really stressed out... there doesn't that just sound fun... Just as fun as a barrel of rapid Monkeys in a washing machine..... the truth is..... I REALLAY don't want to face today, not at all. The very thought of going to school hurts my heart. Yep, depression is setting in again, and my mom just want let me stay at home... not for one day. I really need a day away from everyone, it's getting to the point where it feels like I'm gonna have a panic attack in class, and that's not fun.
Well anywayz, that's all...... Bye.