Wow!!!
I wonder why the world changed so much??? Its getting worse by the day, especially the cities in the getto. The random thoughts are running through my head...I don't know why I feel so lonely and depressed lately, maybe because lately I keep meeting the wrong guys. And I can't let them read me like a book, so I leave them with a closed heart and play hard to get. Because, I'm not weak. And I will show them I'm strong, but open-minded. People love my personality, because I'm not fake and I'm not a snobby bitch. Like the two faced bitches that live here on campus and so forth. My life has been going wrong and kind of right. My mom losing her job, left me to tears...because my step-dad's job doesn't help much with the bills. I dislike my professor for English, and boys think I'm easy when they look at me, but I give them the look and attitude and tell them off; then they second guess me. And of course I prove them wrong...Jackasses!!! Like I said don't fuck with me! I can't believe I'm actually thinking about these random things. I guess I just wanted to vent. I don't have any of my friends here this weekend, because they all went home. But Raquel is here at least. Tonight I'm going to CMU and going to a Beta party. Latino boys are so hott...so I'll have a great time...hopefully!!! Everyone please be safe over the weekend don't do anything stupid and will regret later!!!
**Muah*** a todos!!!
**Muah*** a todos!!!