FEeL dIFfErEnT aBoUt MySeLf AnD LiFe!!! ~is this wrong...?
I'm overwhelmed about school and life in general. I mean, put it this way...school started, work, try to make time for friends. Why do I feel strange lately? Why did Jan. the 13th have to be on a Friday? (Random???) Anywho! This month started to be weird, like ever since I turned 20. I felt different, about me and the way my body is transforming. Sounds weird I know...but I just feel different, like I feel more pretty or I'm starting to ignore people, just different stuff going on. Over the Christmas break my family were ragging on me about me growing up and I should start dating. "Why don't you have a boyfriend?" I don't know I said. I'm tired of them interrupting into my life. Its not there business who I'm with or whatever. I'm only 20, stop rushing me into stuff. I just want to live my life as, I want to. Why you think I say, "Live life to its fullest" it doesn't take a genius to figure that one out. My relatives think I have no life. And that I need a man to have a life...THAT'S BULLSHIT!!! Who in the hell would say that to a person. If you ask me that's pretty fucked up. I'm just tired of them pushing. Why do y'all think I moved out of my house and moved into a dorm.
I wonder how this semester is going to be like. Hopefully I get good grades, have fun w/ friends. And just go w/ the flow at things, but be smart about it. you know? So we'll see how it goes. To me, this is a new beginning for me. Because, it's the new year!!! Anyway I better get back to reality. Doing laundry... LOL!!!