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[dragon_eye]

Its been almost 2.5 years now since i lost her. Everything i know tells me i should be over it and move on. so why can't i? i love her as much now as i did the day i told her so. i know she's never coming back. she has an entirely new life now. i fear that i'll never have mine back. i fear i'll be alone for the rest of my life, having found and lost "the one". I guess this is why people believe in reincarnation, so that you get another chance to get it right. and tho i regret nothing of our time together, maybe in another life circumstances would permit us to stay together.

p.s. i still plan on settling a score or two with those who contributed to this debacle. pwnt uber 1337sauce roflcopter h4x