Odd day.............i guess
Today wasnt much different but i got a call from my anime boy and i dont really know what to feel, i dont hate him at all i just fell nervous for the first time in a long time and i dont know what to make of it so im just ganna do what i have never done before and take it like i sould have a long time ago, drift and see what happens. I think about him all the time and i really wish i could understand what he feels for me and i/we kinda established a non extreme kling relationship but for some reason i have this lil thing in the back of my head that he is (really hate to say this) using me beacuse every time we are togeather we are somewhat physicall and i dont really know what to make of it..................i think to much, i know its prop nothin i just dont know and when i dont know i run...........i hate being human to much shit.
Vash
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