AHHH SHE'S GANNA EAT ME...........now turn around and dust.

[dragon_belt]

Blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah. .....ok that is how it feels now i was bouncin off the damned wall a while ago and now im just sitting and waiting for the class from hell to start, (mates/masks/matts) AKA photoshop hell if you like it you wont anymore i almost hate photoshop beacuse of the fact that i like to do my own thing and they are taking that away. or that is how it feels. My edidting projects are becoming an odd and constant thought in my mind mainly beacuse i dont want do start them and fuck up laterz and once agian never finish my goal intended. BLAH!!! ok, better? yes. N E Ways for hte first time in a long time i was feelin home sick....i never get home sick but its bound to happen to me one of these days. im in the mind frame where i need to get back to a state where i am happy and physically comfortable with the way i look i may not be big i just feel it and its not somthin i want to keep around, i wish burning it off what a lilteral term that means that i can do a lot of pain and it would be gone (sorry thinkin on a crude level) lol. ive been talkin to some older friends recently and i like the fact that i am relly not loosing touch with any of my first friends since ive been here, and i hope it stays that way. GOOD NEWS...the apt is done and organized (yes hard to imagine but done) and we are all getting along now, we always have been but you know the drill. the social envyroment is really cool and there are alot of other people around that i like to talk to but i hope to get a good job and buy my motorcycle by the time spring gets here its not like i can but it now anyways. i wanna get something that will scare me but not kill me and knowing how i ride (alone) a freakin lawnmower would kill me if i wanted it to lol (ok so its really not that funny but it is to me so pissoff) lol BLAH BLAH MA-FUCKIN BLAH.

Laterz,
Vash