Peice of mind.
So here i am, still in fort lauderdale. I have been very busy lately, i work 2 jobs (MORE than just a couple hours at each, since some ppl seem to think this is the case) and i also goto school full time. This past quarter i took 6 classes.. Yea i know its crazy, i work like 40+ hours a week,(seriously) and goto school for 24 hours a week. I rarely have any free time left for anything, any time i do have left is devoted to homework or cleaning the house, or running errands. Thank god school is over for 3 weeks. Since i have no school i will be working full time at my one job at this print shop, doing graphic artsy stuff, and at nights an weekends i work at wonderful blockbuster. Both are ok, just kinda stressing at times, i get 5 free rentals a week tho. Woo hoo! now.. if only i had time to watch movies. In august i'm gonna goto disney for my birthday, i'm meeting my parents in orlando and johns gonna fly down here an go with me. =) Hes been really keeping me together through this change from easy to hectic schedule. Thank god for him. In march i'm gonna goto new york, well really new jersy and stay with John then we're gonna goto new york to visit some museum and stuff. Lifes been going pretty well, me and the boyfriend have been doing quit well for our newly aquired distance. Theres still that one girl who keeps antagonizing him, but i think that is something that will always be there. He just ignores her the best he can, I guess its kinda hard to when she calls all the time, saying stuff like "i love you" and stuff like that. Poor kid, gets all wierded out by it. Ah well. Some ppl still haven't grown up. I read these livejournals people post, complaining about their boyfriends or something random and dumb and i think why are they still bitching about it? why don't they DO something about it? Trust me, your boyfriend/girlfriend, your parents grounding you, your bad day at work, all of that is petty little problems. Get out in the real world, you'll soon find out how insignificant all of that is. There are a few people, in reading lj, that i see have grown alot, but unfortunaly, its because they were forced to. But they are still doing a damn good job with what they have to deal with. Jesserz, I'm proud of you. I'm proud to have you as my friend, and i hope i can meet your baby girl soon. =)
Recently i found out that John told another person that he was proud of me.. for all that i am doing with myself. Ofcourse this person tried to counter it an say i was only work a few hours here an there an was taking easy courses, but the fact is HE is proud of me. Thats a wonderful feeling, i never really knew what it was like to have someone genuinly proud of you for something you do or are doing. I think more people need to here it, because now i feel like everything i've been working for has a bigger purpose, not to make him proud, but to make myself feel good, accomplished, and i know it will pay off in the future.
Other old friends i've talked to seem to be doing better with themselves. Mandy is finally moving on with her life, she seems to be doing alot better. I'm glad to here that. Chris an teresa are so cute, and i can hear wedding bells around the corner. Don't forget to invite me or i'll crash it. I've talked to Alicia a bit more often lately, its nice to talk to ppl you've grown up with and can relate to about stuff. I'm glad to hear that everyone is doing relatively well for themselves. Keep it up guys!
Alrighty well i've written enough.
Talk to you all later.
Gina.
Recently i found out that John told another person that he was proud of me.. for all that i am doing with myself. Ofcourse this person tried to counter it an say i was only work a few hours here an there an was taking easy courses, but the fact is HE is proud of me. Thats a wonderful feeling, i never really knew what it was like to have someone genuinly proud of you for something you do or are doing. I think more people need to here it, because now i feel like everything i've been working for has a bigger purpose, not to make him proud, but to make myself feel good, accomplished, and i know it will pay off in the future.
Other old friends i've talked to seem to be doing better with themselves. Mandy is finally moving on with her life, she seems to be doing alot better. I'm glad to here that. Chris an teresa are so cute, and i can hear wedding bells around the corner. Don't forget to invite me or i'll crash it. I've talked to Alicia a bit more often lately, its nice to talk to ppl you've grown up with and can relate to about stuff. I'm glad to hear that everyone is doing relatively well for themselves. Keep it up guys!
Alrighty well i've written enough.
Talk to you all later.
Gina.