who knows, or cares really.

[dragon_4c]

Don't know why I'm updating, whether because I feel I should update this every now and again, perhaps because I am seeking to elicit a certain type of response, maybe because I'm just bored. Or any other possible reason

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[maroozer]

Alright. I won't say much. I'm not going to be as elaborate as anyone else who has already posted. All I'm going to say is: I really hope that I wasn't contagious. And if I was, I apologize profusely. And, as a general reference for the future, stop making me want to cry.

See, the problem with that is that you're not idiotic/dramatic and I am. But, when you are idiotic and dramatic, you can express it ridiculously better than I can. My thoughts look strikingly a lot like yours, but I can't remember them long enough to get them all out like that.

And I feel like I'm trying to elicit a response with over half the things I write, or that I'm coming off that way even if I didn't want a response at all, but rather just wanted to make a general update. In which case, I should just keep my mouth shut then, shouldn't I?

*realizes she broke her own rule just now, and doesn't care*

All I can say about this is thanks for summing it all up for me, even if you didn't mean to. Thank you for making me feel as if I'm not being entirely stupid, and thanks for reminding me that someone else thinks the way I do, and that not only do they think the same way as me, but they have the guts to write it down, regardless of whatever response it'll elicit. Which, mind you, are helpful responses anyway. I'm the only one here who is outrageously not helpful.

So, I'll pretend that I'm in some way helpful. We're here for you. Any time at all. We may not have the answer to everything, and we probably never will, but maybe there's something good in having just the questions to begin with, and starting from there.

And as for that:

"What do I have?"

You have that. You have the question, you have the want to know what the answer is, and with that, you've got the beginning to whatever else comes next. I really hope.