this is not private.
i don't know why, but I just really can't use those words. it's such a stupid tactic. calling someone a bad name doesn't really prove how smart you are it just slanders the person and shows you have no idea how to express yourself in an educated manner. I guess some of you are wondering what is going on, and I would like to tell you, except, you obviously can read someone else's journal and anything I say will be argued against or whatever. um. yeah.
I am generally a nice person and I like almost everyone. I think Rosie and I have always been on and off again friends. I had heard the stories of what she had did when she was younger toward megan and lindsey, and I had seen their friendships end. After highschool, we weren't entirely close, but we still hung out from time to time. Basically I would like to think that I have changed for the better, but some people do not see it that way.
She doesn't regret anything she has said about me, but maybe it is because "I am weak" but I cannot refer to her in the same words she has referred to me. I guess if that makes me a weak person, THEN I AM WEAK! I AM SO WEAK. Let me list all the reasons why I am weak, I am weak because I have stayed friends with you for so long, scared of what you would do if I told you how I really felt about the way you treat people. I am weak because I miss my dad so much and you would write that you were happy that he died. I am weak because I chose people who would NEVER EVEN THINK THAT, over you. This is why I am weak...
I want you to know that after this moment, you will be erased from my mind, and I know you will do the same to me, except for random entries to express what a horrible person I am.
I pray that God would forgive me for all the wrong I have committed on you, if done so.
I pray that he would bless you, because you are his child and he loves you unconditionally.
God has taught me to love my neighbour, and despite the hurtful things that have happened between us, I would not wish you harm or pain, like the pain you have caused me by being happy about my misfortunes.
I am generally a nice person and I like almost everyone. I think Rosie and I have always been on and off again friends. I had heard the stories of what she had did when she was younger toward megan and lindsey, and I had seen their friendships end. After highschool, we weren't entirely close, but we still hung out from time to time. Basically I would like to think that I have changed for the better, but some people do not see it that way.
She doesn't regret anything she has said about me, but maybe it is because "I am weak" but I cannot refer to her in the same words she has referred to me. I guess if that makes me a weak person, THEN I AM WEAK! I AM SO WEAK. Let me list all the reasons why I am weak, I am weak because I have stayed friends with you for so long, scared of what you would do if I told you how I really felt about the way you treat people. I am weak because I miss my dad so much and you would write that you were happy that he died. I am weak because I chose people who would NEVER EVEN THINK THAT, over you. This is why I am weak...
I want you to know that after this moment, you will be erased from my mind, and I know you will do the same to me, except for random entries to express what a horrible person I am.
I pray that God would forgive me for all the wrong I have committed on you, if done so.
I pray that he would bless you, because you are his child and he loves you unconditionally.
God has taught me to love my neighbour, and despite the hurtful things that have happened between us, I would not wish you harm or pain, like the pain you have caused me by being happy about my misfortunes.